Sad and Lonely Sunday

Look at the sad girl
her world just goes by in a whirl....
when she looks out the window...
she sees the cars go by
she has nothing to do, but sit and cry...
nobody cares, to know why...
people talks and blames her for things she didn't do..
people laugh and having fun in front of her...
people ignore her....
she is lost and need to be found
she is quiet but not still
she cry dry tears.....
she wonders why people are like that...
they make her suffer
She loves everyone
but she is tired of the pain and heartache....

depressed

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare

False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."

i hate being me....

BUN... Bunny.... BUN

ni lah rupe bun yang x serupa bun langsung.... hehe, sbbnya masa tu baru kol 8 malam tapi mata dah kuyu, so malas nak bentukkan bun tu cantik2 n malas nak tggu doh tu naik dulu....just tggu 25min, trus bakar.... siap je bakar trus simpan dulu n bawak bun ni g klas esok harinya untuk snack time...

Purple.....

GUM, Red Square at nite ( 1640 pm, Moscow Winter Time)

went for shopping last wednesday @ Okhotni Ryad.... wanted to buy handbag actually but ended up buying new clothes for me... hehe... bit disappointed cz still haven't got my new handbag, tapi xpela.... cukuplah dulu kottt... nnt2 la beg tu kan... hehee....

i'm too bz

hye guys.... m so sorry... been sleeping early for the whole week n xdapat la nak update my latest stories here... n tonite i'm having dinner so have to get ready in an hour... will update soon ok... enjoy ur weekend guys...

gelagat Stitch yg manja

My name is Stitch... i was born in Disneyland Paris (that makes me a French), on the 31st of January 2006.... i am still a baby but i have been to many places such as Paris, Lille, Malaysia (johor, KL, n kelantan), Frankfurt, Barcelona, Madrid, Lisbon, Rome, Milan, n Venice..... mommy n daddy always bring me along wherever they go.... i love travelling a lot bcz i get the chances to make new frens....

this picture was taken by mommy.... beside me is ????... she doesn't has name... her mommy, Qilah forgot to register her name n so i just call her teddy...

i am actually such a very stylish gurl.... mommy n daddy always buy me new clothes n dress, n accecories too.... they said i am a princess n must treat me like one..... i will show u all my own collections later when mommy managed to take the pic ok... here i just wana show off my new clips.... cantek kan??? thnx mommy...

so delighted when mommy passed me the gift.... hehe, c i'm wearing her new gold colour clip...

close-up..... perfect match kan....

comel tak saya.....??

i like to play fight2 with mommy.... i don't fren her, me n daddy always bully mommy... but deep inside my heart i love mommy soooooo much..... mommy likes to cry n merajuk, n so do i, so daddy need to flatter us.... cian daddy... sowie daddy....

this happen when daddy asyik bertenet je n i will tunjuk perasaan camni la.... konon2 merajuk....

........ to be continued.......

a gift 4 lil' baby

finished class quite early today, so i took the chance to go shopping like wut i'd planned yesterday.... luckily, i found the clip for my baby... cost me only 40 roubles ( about RM6).... n i bought oso a small golden hair clip for myself ....



i entered OGGI n jz wander around... looking, touching n admiring sum of the clothes... but i cudn't enjoy myself cz my bag really berat n feel like nak patah tgn... heyyla, tatau la pe yg shieda bawak dalam beg ni sampai berat sgt.... so, decided to come back again wt hunn later, then he can help me carry my bag n give sum advise while me choosing the clothes... mebi lusa kott... insyaAllah...



b4 going back, i stopped at the Perekrestok Supermarket (which is located groundfloor of e mall)... i was gg to buy cucumber (for my simple sandwich untuk snack time kat hospital), but jz looking at the price really made me frustated... 4 small cucumbers berharga around RM 13.00... haha... It is Moscow, n it is winter time... so not gonna say anything... end up i bought a bottle of sunflower oil, a 500g pack of dark brown sugar (for the brownies, again)... n a pack of sushi rice... that's all...



urmm... later in the evening, shieda just celur sum linguine n made some sauce.... simple italian dish, but really yummy... still got some left, n gonna finish it for breakfast tomorrow...

Afta Class

I didn't buy anything today.... we had lunch at Startlite Diner as usual, n straight away we went bowling..

So tomorrow, i'm going to Kaluzhskaya Mall for a while afta class.... just to have a look if there's anything interesting.... i do really miss buying things.... (selain groceries n toiletteries).... oooo ya, i wanted to buy small "hello kitty" clips for my Stitch since month ago, hopefully i can find one at Lady's Collection...

Ada Apa Dengan Nama???

In Shakespeare's play Romeo and Juliet, Juliet says (speaking about Romeo, because of the tension between their families),

'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? it is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name
!What's in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;

Many people think Shakespeare is revealing the boundaries of the term name here. They think he proposes that a rose would still be a rose; in other words, the name does not matter. They also think, at the same time he is showing us the importance of names, as for one thing - the names are what the plot is about. Most commentators argue that what Shakespeare is really trying to say is, "I could love you if your last name was not what it is."



thinking bout telling u guys my full name so there will not be any confusion y some pple calling me shieda, while the others atun...



to begin with.... i was born on the 9th zulhijjah, so basically just for everyone not to forget the connection between me n Raya Haji celebration, to put Adha in my name is a must...... n so my parents decided to name me "Shahidatul Adha".... lot of pple n ustazs been trying to translate my name... some said korban yg menyelerakan, while some said penyaksi pengorbanan... i jz don care what the meaning is cz i knew as a matter of fact it is a lovely good name...



because it is such a long name ( a bit la), different pple call me by different nick.... mak used to call me shasha... my sis n bros called me dik da.... my adek call me kak ida.... when i entered Tadika, my teacher started calling me Datun, n i hate this nick actually, so i asked my frens to call me atun..... there were few frens who prefer to call me Ad or Adha... but nama atun lebih sebati n kekal sampai abis sec.school... afta that i went to matrics Kolej Mara Seremban for about 3months n here bcz there are 5 pple oso called atun, one of my fren suggested that i change my nick... i thnx Saadah for suggesting the nick Shieda bcz i think this name presents me as a grown up, mature girl...



so guys... whether it is shieda, ida, atun, n wutsoever pple might be calling me.... i am always the same person... maybe i changed a bit or maybe a lot in my appearance, but all these changes do not change the real me at all....

boring weekend...

it is sunday n i do not have any plan to go out... plus the weather outside kinda boring n dull... it is raining... all the snow had gone for a week, n i hate it when the temperature is below takat beku but no snow at all..... it is freezing cold without the snow surround u....

there are 2 things in my mind rite now... whether i'm gg to enjoy reading "The Secret Dreamworld of A Shopaholic" or gonna ask hunn to go for window shopping... hehe, actually i really need a new handbag rite now... i really mean i need it cz here i put all my stuff n go to class with handbag... my other handbags seem wornout oredi... haha... what a gal i am... what a shopaholic... thnx God i got hunn as my personal financial advisor, or else i'll definitely spend my leisure time doing the retail therapy..."shopping"... (psst..."her only comfort is to buy herself something,- just a little something...- just sumthing small to cheer her up.... - n she wont spend much... ")

well.... hunn just ring me a minute ago... we'r going to have lunch outside..... meaning "she" can eye for sumthing, n perhaps buy sumthing for herself..... hehe....



ok dear, i'm gonna get ready now.....