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Saturday, July 26, 2008

I'M BACK!!!

Salam sayang buat semua!!!!!

Amacam??? Rindukan shieda tak???

Diam tak diam dah berkurun rupanya shieda menyepi dari dunia blogging nie… well, seingat shieda bermula dari exam week aritu shieda dah jarang2 menulis n melawat blog korang semua… macam sibuk sangat aje kan?? Hehe…

Yang sebenar2nya, shieda dan hann berkongsi lappy… jadinya bila masuk minggu preparation aje aritu, maka tentu2nya salah sorang perlu mengalah… desktop yang shieda ade kat Moscow tupon share ngan roomie jugak, tapinye sangat slow dan lambat sampaikan selalu aje hilang mood dok depan die… itulah penyebab nape shieda lama menyepi…

abis jek exam ingatkan dapat blogging cam dulu, tapi banayk la pulak xtvt2 before leaving moscow.... the worst one was packing and clearing thing... how i wished i cud hire sumbody to do that for me... i was still not done packing until the night of leaving...

Then, balik umah je nie, ingtakan ade comp kat umah, tapi adik dah antar g umah kakak kat KL sana… gigit jari la jawabnya…hajat di hati memang nak beli lappy baru untuk myself, tapi memikirkan nasib diri seorang penganggur terhormat, terpaksalah hasrat tu berkubur dulu… nnt bile dah keje n dapat duit sendiri, kite gali balik kubur hasrat tu kan…

So nak tak nak, shieda laburkan RM460 untuk beli PC-set Re-Kon… jadilah buat ade2 kat umah nie… sbbnye nnt bile shieda dah ade lappy takkan mak yg nak pakai pulak kan… manalah mak tau apekebendenye computer tenet sume nie...

Oklah you all, nnt malam shieda sambung cerita lagi k….

Rindu kamu sume!!!!!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Moscow and restaurants

where did i spent most of my money and times here and on what???? this is by far the easiest question to be answered... just look at me, and u guys can tell... i'm a so-called chef wannabe, and i love eating.... so where else shud i go rite???

As u all should know, Moscow is a great city for dining out, with restaurants to suit every pocket from the humble Hussar to the mighty Tsar! The budget-conscious people, me as well as a student will be canny enough when in a restaurant to ask for the "business lunch" menu - which turns out to be the best value set meal.. Overall the food here is of good quality, though the service does not always come with a smile. If you tip, there's no guarantee the smile will come either! But sumtimes it's such a pride to leave well at least 50 roubles as a tip...

i am a big fan of Japanese food and Moscow is actually the paradise for Japanese cuisine fans... What seemed like a fad has refused to go away and has morphed into more of a fetish as Moscow obsession with sushi continues to grow each year. And, in many cases, even restaurants that specialize in other cuisines throw a token sushi menu into the mix. But being a picky one, i always want the best sushi in town, i'd rather throw my penny into valuable great fresh Sushi than just having a so-so one.... and among those of Japanese Fine Dining Restaurants that i'd went to:

1/Planeta Sushi.... been here quite few times, and the highest we'd paid for two person was 1600 roubles ( about RM 235)- This is A large chain of Japanese eateries run by the same people behind T.G.I. Friday's, the American Bar and Grill and the Il Patio. The restaurants are very affordable and therefore the quality isn't as great as what you might find at Yapona Mama or Yakitoria.
2/Ichiban Boshi..... been here quite often before with our dearest fren who currently stay in swiss, and most of the times he paid for us... we paid only once, and that was the time when we just went there to have dessert after badminton....

3/Ginno Taki.... celebrated JOyce birthday here last month, the food is nice but the service is quite slow, and the surroundings is just bad, dark and no ventilation, too hot.... are they trying to save the electricity or what, i totally had no idea....
4/Yapona Mama.... my most favourite place to enjoy sushi, and at the same time to eat the marvellous Kuew Teow just like those in malaysia. This is by far the most impressive Japanese restaurant i ever visited. They serve great quality Japanese cuisine, The interior is modern but still Japanese.

the one that still on my list is Yakitoria.... Actually Ginno Taki and Yakitoriya, both are Japanese food chains that are very similar in design and menu, yet Yakitoriya was the pioneer in this field and has more outlets. They are run by the same company.

in the second place, i always choose American and European cuisine... anything western will do me perfectly great... and these are the places that we both hang out for the past few yrs...
1/ IL Patio ---been here once or twice, but we prefer TGI Fridays more...

2/ TGI Fridays ( the most visited one.... cuz i like the fish and chips, Prawn Caeser Salad and Friday Summer Garden Salad).... ngehehe... plus the yummy desserts as well...
3/ Starlite Diners..... my menu wajib here are Crab Cake serve wt fresh Salad.
4/ Papa John's..they specialize in Pizza....u guys shud know that Pizza is one of my top favourite dish... so, to visit Papa JOhn's is a must for me...
5/American Bar and Grill.... i can't remember what did i order here... but the place is very uncomfortable, only the antic unique wooden table attracts me the most..
6/ Hard Rock Cafe.... their Grilled Salmon is just occay, i mean for the price u pay here, u can get the better one if u go to other places.... but then, to layan the DJ's and the song, what a perfect dinner rite...
there are few more restaurants specialize in western cuisine but i just cudn't recall their names.....

we managed to visit Chinese Restaurant too....
1/ Druzhba Chinese Restaurant (near Metro Novoslavodskaya)
2/ Chinese Garden (inside the Crown Hotel, located in the same building as WTC)

as well as Indian Restaurants too....
1/Tandoor (at mayakovskaya metro, inside the Tchaikovsky Concert Hall)
2/ Taste of Asia (very near to my hostel)

and Korean Restaurants too....

and the Laosian and Thai's Restaurants too... but i simply forgot the name...

plus the Pakistani also...
Gandhara.....a very unique restaurant which does not strictly serve Pakistani cuisine but, instead, meals created from a mixture of eastern and western influences. But to look at the bill, u merely die because of heart attack.... huhu


might as well go to Caucasian, Georgian, Uzbekistani and those kind of food rite??? yup, we went there too...

1/ Mama Zoya--- boasts a multistory boat-restaurant moored along the Moscow River across from Gorky Park. The location is less intimate but more accessible and successful. The food is just as homey even if the service is not quite so familial. And here u can enjoy watching people on the flying ship and roller coaster at the Gorky Park thru the window...

2/ Syesh Besh--- once, and that's it... not my taste...

3/ Kish-mish --- oso only once, really not my type...


But then Russian cuisine is perfectly occay for me....

1/ Mu-Mu Cafe. --- self-service eatery offers a huge choice of Russian-style food at low prices. A good chance to try Russian specialities on a regular basis without breaking your budget.

2/ Kroshka-Kartoshkaspecialized in potatoes. They bake a potatoe, then lance it and stuff it with cheese, salads, fish - whatever you choose. This is very tasty and substantial. One such potatoe is enough for a hungry person.

3/ Teremok---- they make the best blinis in town.... ( blini = crepe = pancake ) but blini is thinner, and nicer cuz there'r various of choice for the stuffing... from just honey, mashed apple, jams, up to cheese, caviar, raw salmon and anything u ever wish,,,


owh ya.... i'd been to La Cantina also, located by Tverskaya Street... food is nice, and the portion is super duper large.... this is a Mexican Restaurant...



and yesterday, we decided to go to John Bull Pub to have dinner there.... what else i shud order rite??? Fish And Chips!!! they actually make the best fish and chips but yesterdya one was quite a disappointment.... after all, we ordered oredi, and it costed a fortune , so we just sat quietly tried to finish the meal...


while we were enjoying our meal, Han asked me to list down the amount of money that we had spent entirely on eating out at the fine dining restaurants here...
i can barely recalled them all.... but here are some
TGI Fridays
1/ 650 roubles x 3 (visits) = 1950 roubles
2/ 975 roubles

Il Patio
1050 roubles

John Bull Pub
900 roubles
and the rest i just cudn't remember.... let's just forget rite, or otherwise we'll start regretting on how much we'd spent just on eating out... huhu...













Monday, July 07, 2008

By All Means

I don't feel like blogging due to "kelembapan" my old desktop.... so, Let's just peep thru my latest collection ya...


this black shiny purse---<@ my anniversary gift
all in one----<@ the anniversary gift collection ( a black shiny tote by Ferragamo, Amor Amor perfume by Cacharel, a watch, and a purse)
this purple handbag----<@ a gift for my Graduation Day...


and last but not least, my lil baby Stitch oso got a new fren sempena my Graduation.... we named her Damia since she's so cute and small, just like baby Damia

some people said we like to menunjuk2... ( we= han + me).... well, to be frank we never meant to, we both love new stuffs, and we found that to own and to wear all this kind of branded stuff spice up our life a lil bit... and i know my blogger frens just love to see my collection, be it the expensive one or just a cheap plain stuff from the market.... just like how i love to see their things... and that's the beauty of this blogging world.....

and i thank my dear Han for being so understanding at all times... i may not ask him to buy me all this prezzies but he knows how much a girl love a gift from the beloved one..... even without all these, i still love him with all my heart.... my love is pure, my love is gentle, my love is sincere, my love to him is not because of anything... it's totally because of he himself, and because i know that he's the one destined for me... so to those people who'd been making up bad stories bout us all these time, u guys can stop all those craps, i'm pretty much tired with all that.... henti2kanlah memfitnah kerana tak bawa ke mana pon... tambah pahala buat kami adalah... :)

ok then, peace!!!

Saturday, July 05, 2008

alamak!!!

what's wrong with the blogspot tonite ya???? tried hundreds time to upload photos, to comment on others blog but failed everytime.... so no new update for tonite k, wait until tomorrow then... plus my internet really lambat and slow macam anak snail baru belajar merangkak aje... huhu...

Friday, July 04, 2008

the appreciation



on behalf of my other half, i would like to express my highest gratitude towards these people...
to Chin Joo (so called han's ex-wife)---<@ it's been very nice to just sit and chit-chat with u... u'r very warm and please to us... we just realized we've given u nothing on ur Graduation last 25th when u handed us the gift bag.... huhu, feel bad u know... nway, thanx a lot for the gift which we both really love it a lot...


to Cik Yun and family---<@ thanks for being so nice to us and the rest of our frens... i wish we could spend more time together yet there are lot of things going on us as students that limits us to do so... whatever it is, u guys are really the warmest and the strongest people that i've known... and i wish i cud have all the courage u guys have..

Ceqsue, Cik Liza, Humairah, and me!!


with Cik Yun...


with sweety Ika..




with ahnaf and affan..



... they are among the people that we had spent really good quality time together here in moscow.... we may not hanging out everyday, barely once in a month yet we know these people always there for us.... needless to say, they are also among the best frens i've make in my long journey here...

to Kak Yan n family---<@ we'll always remember the brief time we spent together... and we'll be missing u guys forever especially the notty sweet boy Adam, and the lil good girl Damia... thanx for the lovely bouquets and they're still fresh till today...

to our blogger frens, thanks for giving us the support, the courage, for all the prayers and wishes, and for the non stop care towards us... we barely know each other but seems we've been friens forever... to hani, husna, Zie, Fara and everyone out there, u'r the bestest best fren i've made...



nicely done bouquet by Hani


specially edited by Husna @ Mrs.Sheikh


buat my abg.ala, elin, kak tini, abg.mie, kak na, kak leeza, and the whole family yang turut luangkan masa melayan kerenah shieda dan hannan di blog nie,... we'r counting the days to fly back.... 16 more days....

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Graduation Day

i am officially done with my first degree.... after 6 yrs been waiting, thru the hustle and bustle of hectic medical student life in Russia (so called negara Sakai by Mrs.Sheikh), yesterday we finally reached the turning point....



i may not say my study life is over, i'm pretty much sure this is only the beginning... yet, i just have few days ahead here in moscow, so i'd rather spend my days to the fullest... there's sooo much things that i'm definitely gonna miss once i'm back in malaysia, I've grown up in Moscow, i build my inner strong here, i met all sorts of different people, and here i learned a lot bout what a true friend really is, what courage is all about, and how to deal with kinda thousands of situations and feeling....

but still to be with my dearest family is all what i've always wanted all these days.... and now i'm coming closer to it... yet there's a sad feeling deep down inside me, how i'm gonna live my days without my other half..... and each time i'm thinkng of it, my pearls run down my cheek...( let's not to talk bout it la, or later i'm gonna cry loud.... huhu)... so sad...

the two soul that emerged as one

me, Joyce n Kent, Hans...

Sweet charming Erina and me... congrats dear!!!


the best roomie in the world.... love ya CeqSue!!!

me n the super nicest Sarawakian Frens... lovely Sya and Dearly Intan

us wt Por and Por's mom... and cud anybody spot who else is there in the picture??? whoever first to make the right guess will get sumthing special from me...


occay guys, wait for the next bundle of photos k.... love ya all!!!

Salam Takziah

Salam takziah buat Kak Yan n family....
Sama2 kita sedekahkan Alfatihah buat ayahanda beliau... semoga rohnya aman dan tenang di sana...


bak kata pepatah, seberat2 mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul....
kak yan, tina, Adam dan damia... semuanya bagaikan my own family, i love being around them...
i wish they all will stay strong to get thru this hard time....
and we'll try our best to spend our last days here in moscow without them... and han without Adam definitely... i dunno how it gonna be, we had a long list plan to do together..... yet Allah knows everything...

my biggest condolence to the whole family..... Al fatihah....


and tomorrow is my graduation day... wish they all could come to witness our best moment after being a 6-yr medical student... yet, it just gonna be the two of us... i'll definitely gonna call my mak in the morning, mak must be happy for me... and i'll try to be happy as i should be...



Saturday, June 28, 2008

happy face and grateful....

it's seriously a tough rough day for me.... went out pretty early and back to the nest only after midnight... lotsa things happened, the expected and the non expected one... why??? why??? why??? cud someone possibly answer me, i wud be very grateful as this things might be haunting me for definitely few days... yet, pple say let by gone be by gone... and i'd learned to just forget the past....


Currently i'm listening to Destiny's Child... and the song entitled "Happy Face" (correct me if i'm wrong) just blew me away.........


these are few rows of the lyric, and u might as well listen to the full song HERE...




I woke up this morning, the sunshine was shining


I put on my happy face


I'm living, I'm able, I'm breathing, I'm grateful


To put on my happy face.....








Woke up and realized this world's not so bad after all


Looked at it through a child's eyes, and I saw these beautiful


Things that you never think about


Like the ocean, moonlight, stars and clouds


It's amazing how we don't appreciate our blessings





There's plenty of people who don't like me


But since my mama loves me and I love myself


Sometimes, it gets tough, it gets tough


But I can't give up, can't give up


Just take a deep breath, close my eyes


Feel the love and give a smile




............................................ this is no doubt a really good song.... and rite now it stucked in my head... if only every single person in this world put on their happy faces everyday, i'm sure no one's heart gonna be hurt after all.... just a short simple smile and u won't regret,,,,


occay, off to bed.....

Selamat Panjang Umur

My absolute dearest man on the planet is celebrating his birthday today!!!
he's my loving soul mate and he's my sweetest sweetheart....


Wishing u my dear all the happiness in the world, and may ur life be a big round of pleasures and successes....

Heart note....

Today is his birthday, but i cudn't find my time to prepare anything....

I bought everything for the party, i planned what to do since the last few months....

yet time just wasn't there for me.... we'r too busy running some errands....

if only there were pples here care to celebrate his birthday together, i would be soo thankful...


As my heart beats for u, i know what's ur feeling at that moment,........but i have nothing, not a birthday cake, not a single card, even a birthday gift..... and i am really sorry for that....

I cried while trying to make some cuppies cuz i knew u'r crying inside......

how i wish i cud turn back time, so that everythng can be arranged once again and i'll make u a pleasant birthday....

Nonetheless, i just hope my 3 lil cuppies at least brought u some joy... whatever it is, be it bad or good, be it happy or sad, i'll never ever let u alone.... i'll be with u and i'll always be.... i love u....






Happy Birthday MySweetheart!!!
Happy Birthday, gentleman. You are a true blessing to have as a part of my life....

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY


“On this our anniversary, we may not have wealth, but we do have each other and that is worth more than anything in the world.”


occay... what acually had happened on the June 26th 2003???

this is the first day we went out together... we went cruising by the moscow river... we went to Gorky Park ( a theme park here) and spent all day together.... saya hanya dilamar pada keesokan harinya, 27th june, and i din take much time to decide as i had mentioned before that i already had a crush on him since we were in INTEC, love at the first sight gitu... supposedly 27th is our anniversary but then we prefer 26th to remind our very2 first date....

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?


If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?


If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call


If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all






I never know what the future brings


But I know you are here with me now


We’ll make it through


And I hope you are the one I share my life with






I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand


If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?


Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?


If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?


If you’re not for me then why does this distance made my life?


If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?






I don’t know why you’re so far away


But I know that this much is true


We’ll make it through


And I hope you are the one I share my life with


And I wish that you could be the one I die with


And I'm prayin' you’re the one I build my home with


I hope I love you all my life






I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand


If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am


Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away


And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today


‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right


And though I can’t be with you tonight you know my heart is by your side






I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand


If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am


Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


and i still remember this song by heart.... (If You're Not The One by Danile Badingfield).... Darling sang this beautiful song to me over the phone... we spent only 4 days together before he went back for summer holiday in malaysia, leaving me here terkapai2 dalam mabuk cinta keseorangan bertemankan his voice terngiang2 menyanyi lagu ni untuk shieda.... and until today this song remains on top in my heart....



regardless of what happened, life goes on.... it turned out wrongly, and we both know nothing cud be done to mend it.... but we hope and we pray hard that this thing will settle, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but we'll continue hoping for the forgiveness.... what else i cud do, to mad at him??? to hate him??? this is sooo hard, and i love him more than anyone could, i live my life on him... He's the one that i dream to be the daddy of my children... and i hope what had happened really taught us something... Not everything is forgiven, and we have to deal with it....