dr... are u getting married???

salam to all................

salam maal hijrah............

well, today...

it's 1st muharram 1432 hijrah.... 7th december 2010

which means...

less than 2 weeks for me carrying the title single / cik/ miss...

in about 11 days time.... i'm entering a new episode of life...

a life that i've been dreaming for years.. but when it's coming nearer, i feel like trying to run away...

i just donno why...

am i scared??, no....

am i not ready yet???

i dont think soo

it's just a weird feeling, bugging me days and night....

maybe im a lil bit nervous...

yuppp... the preparations...

yeahhh... it's the preparation of the house that worrying me...

alamak, my room....

bed tak de lagi....

haha....

actually there are a lot more things bigger than these that keep disturbing my sleep

and they are seriously big, and complicated enough for me to handle,

but as the time goes by, i hope God will help me settle those thing...

the funniest part bout my marriage.... is when people look at han's picture in the card

.... " Dr. Shieda..... r u marrying Dr. Sheikh Muzaffar???? is he the lil brother of him???

.... " owh, patutla Dr.shieda maintain single jek selama nie, diam2 ubi rupenye....

.... " wah, muke cam adik beradik ler....

.... " hmm... handsome gak yer tunang dr tu.....

in the end of the days.... it makes me to think again....

am i marrying him because of that...

the astronaut look... ??? nope is the answer...

or because he is handsome??? haha, funny...

what makes me to fall in love with him in the first place was not the face at all.... ( im telling the truth)... (psst, but now i've to admit he memang handsome la... haha)

sooo what makes me so in love with him???

i love his charisma...

i love his confident.....

and from these 2, i found more and more positive values of him....

there are also negative one, but there's no a single human being that is sooo perfect rite...

we went thru ups and downs together.....

there were rainy days, but the sun is always there....

and after 7-8years knowing him.....

i believe he's the one destined for me...

it's all about time...

it's all about patience....

i love him... :)