i care 4u My Dear

managed to get the methyl-salicylate ointment for hannan... i went to 2 apteka(pharmacy) on monday... the first oe, e pharmacist not really helpful so i just walked out n went to another one near my hostel... fortunately, had spent my morning b4 class to browse thru net finding the product name for tis ointment, cz otherwise it'll b very hard for me to explain to the pharmacist.... not only for tis ointment i mean, but for any drugs u wish to buy....

I bought 2 types of tis cream, "Ben-Gay" n "Deep Heat"....these are also called ICY HOT.... """ IcyHot is a topical analgesic heat rub meant for relieving pains such as arthritis, backache, muscle strains, muscle sprains, bruises, and cramps. IcyHot is known for its dual action pain relief, claiming it is "Icy to dull the pain, and hot to relax it away". Although IcyHot does make its user feel heat and cold, IcyHot does not actually heat or chill the area to which it is applied. Instead, IcyHot stimulates nerve receptors, causing the user to first feel cool, and then feel heat... Icy Hot contains both methyl-salicylate and menthol....

i'm very2 happy cz tis cream helps hannan the most.... i love dear n i'll do anything for u....

but kalau nak nak tau,malaysian people very seldom go and ask help from the pharmacist, cz we believe traditional oil (minyak gamat n etc) and sumthing like tiger balm are the best medication for any complaint and pains....

soRRy mY Dear

hannan sprained his ankle again today... n i dunno wut 2do... felt really bad.. it has been almost 2yrs but seems nothing can b done... i'm so sorry darling, i know tat it really hurts when u walks... the massage oil i brought had finished long time ago, diclofenac helps only for a short time n will cz more pain to him... perhaps i can get methyl-salicylate from pharmacy tomorrow... or maybe some "garchichnicky" @ sumthing like koyok kat malaysia cz as far as i remember n know, applying local hot on a pain area especially on ur spine, chest and legs helps a lot...

i cooked sweet&sour fish (i used fish fillet... morskoi yizik or if translated into malay gonna be lidah laut, tis fish taste like heaven)and kobis hijau goreng... sounds simple but hannan loves tat dish soooo much...

nothing much interesting today, slept e whole day and start to revise material for tomorrow class only by 11 pm... hehe... oohh, collected my flight tickets ( MOW-KUL-MOW by SIA)... cant wait for e exam to begin n finish then i can hev a long vacation... love to travel n rest....

GreAt WeeKEnD

ceqsue, affan n fami... so cute

i went to rosinka straight afta class on friday... reached there about 3.20pm, n picked up d kids, ahnaf, fami n affan from school... yeah, poor them d mom n dad not here, they're very independant... imagine kids on d age 5 can stay only with e brothers n sister which e eldest among them is just 15... wish can look afta n spend more time wit them tis weeken but since i've scheduled tis week for MASSAD dinner n to watch e Princess On ice (tour show by DISNEY), i left their house on saturday morning at 9am....

syafiqah, ceqsue n i

a real friend

Keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight, Help me don the crooked
road, lead me to the light. The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the
way, Yet with you right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray. Protect me from
the world, I know we'll make it through, Give me all the strength I need.....
Let me lean on you."

Sweetheart

Life's Unpredictable......Never expect tat we would be together these way...Drifting back to the past,it seems that every single of my memories were liked yesterday...Spending most of my fruitful times with you ...Nevertheless, some things may seemed to be non-memorable to me, it's not like i easily can forgot but it just that better not to think bout 'em at all.....But there are some things which will still stitched deeply inside my heart...I doubt nothing can erase these memories. My guiltiness, stubborness,heartless conscience...left a scar engraved in my heart. Knowing nothing can be done to save back what i have done, i can only expressed my feelings with words to lighten my guiltiness...Well, but now i'm having a wonderful relationship with you my Dear Hannan, My DarDar...my Mr Handsome Guy...My Wonderful Cooking Boy... Been together with him for the past 47 months until now is a fortunate blessing...An unpredictable outcome. From the days we are just only friends, never really talked as there was nothing connected btw us, and now we are together...Knowing you for the past 5 years is great...In terms of friends or my BF,you are just simply caring, gentle and thoughtful...Doing anything with you is enjoyable and just love to hug you to sleep throughout the night. Love to open my eyes in the morning and saw you besides me...Pestering and waking me up is so sweet. Baking and cooking anything with you is fun...Fooling and Joking around with you cheer me up...You are a caring sweetheart to me...Taking good care of me when im sick is such a wonderful feeling...Your gentleness, your caring, your patience really touch me...Helping me out during my busiest period was my blessing.You are Wonderful!!!Although you and i sometimes may encounter with unhappiness or dissatisfication, I hope that everything between us can be easily solved and let us pass our time happily and lovingly...May you and I be the most happy couple on Earth...

oNLy YoU

I love your eyes.
Everytime I look into them,
I am lost.
I fall deeper and deeper into the spell they cast upon me.
I can't help but look.

I love you smile.
Everytime you smile at me,
I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me.
It warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire.
I can't help but smile back.





I love your kisses.
Everytime your lips touch mine,
I feel an endless stream of passion.
It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do no mind taking.
I can't help but kiss you.

I love your touch.
Everytime your skin touches mine,
I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt.
It is the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul.
I can't help but touch you.

I love everything about you.......

my secret

And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.
~Antoine de Saint-Exupery~