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for almost 2 years in every summer back home in malaysia, i suffered from tis kind of skin disease or oso known as eczema.... It is not a common type of eczema tat i knew, but seriously killing me since tis kind of eczema at first only shows tiny blisters (vesicles) deep in the skin, which look like sago grains or frog-spawn, associated with itching and a burning feeling, but later and more chronic stage shows more peeling, cracking, or crusting.... and yeerrrks... my fingers looks terrible and disgusting.... feel so malu to show and shake hands with people cz people might think tis is mycotic infection or kurap.... means me as a virgin, doesn't practise hygienic care properly....

really disappoint me.......

tis year, summer pop up very early in moscow and e weather is like u'r not sumwhere around north pole.... 34 C.... but tis is not e main thing.... my biggest problem ever happen again, and even worse.... for 2weeks the blisters deep-seated in my skin.. while sum bump out of the skin.... i didn't prick e blisters, gonna see wut will happen next but still they start to form clusters and then crack and crust.... my fingers are just like e bark of e trees....

then i start browsing net till finally find sumthing tat resembles mine.... and tis eczema is actually called pompholyx or dishydrotic eczema.... as some investigators consider pompholyx is caused by abnormal sweating, i myself might say they are right.... since childhood, i've experienced excessive sweating of my hands and legs....( fingers, palms, and soles)... tis condition is called hyperhydrosis.... yes, i'm a salamander.... (cz my frens in highschool said so).....

anyway, if u think u'r unlucky.. there's always somebody tat suffers more than u.... and it's true cz in my case i only suffers from cheiropompholyx.... means only my hands involves in e process while my legs remains intact....