dedi wt the cute lil baby

lil baby is looking for the daddy....

she saw this picture earlier.... taken long time ago,

she asked " mommy-mommy, where's my daddy.... why daddy always left mommy alone... why can't mommy and daddy stay together... why are we separated, and we are so far away.... i missed him mommy, sooo much... don't u?? "

n mommy replied " of course sweetheart, only god knows much i miss him all these days.... but daddy is working sayang, he got so much work and he's been busy day and night.... he misses u too... i hope... let's pray to Allah, moga2 daddy sihat, gembira, dan sentiasa mengingati kita berdua... ok sayang?? we'l stay together once mommy and daddy get married later k... mudah2an kasih sayang daddy pada mommy n baby takkan berbelah bahagi, ameen....."

and lil baby kisses me on my cheek, sweeps away all the pain and sadness....

selamat Hari Merdeka dari kami!!!!

missing....

us during CNY celebration, Feb 2008/ Moscow

i dozzed off pretty early last nite and was in 'mamai' state when my hubby called.... ala terasa rindu la sangat2.... called back and he was having supper, and he's actually oncall.... so cant really talk long la... so buat penghilang rindu, i just read thru all my all blogposts, how saddened that moscow currently tinggal kenangan... it's so far away.... but the memories overthere akan terus kekal segar dalam ingatan....

so sweet.............

hye my beloved readers....

presenting to u guys my other half that went missing for quite some times.... hehehe... it's not like he'd been abducted by the alliens or what so ever... it just that we rarely meet each other due to the distance.... ( yelah, sorang kat selatan ni, sorang lagi nun jauh di pantai timur... keje lak tak tentu masa... huhu)....



both are soooo cute....................

well, darling... u r looking great as if u r ready to become a daddy to a cute lil baby... i really heart this picture (plus u'r wearing the shirt i gave u... my pinky boy... i love u in pink... ).... hihihihi... practise banyak2 lagi ye yang dukung baby, senang nnt di hari muka....


love notes:

Years teach us more than
books.....

A wise man learns by the mistakes of others, a fool
by his own.

NO MAN WAS EVER WISE BY A CHANCE....

it is enuff....

baby girl is speechless... her heart suddenly stop beating, and everything turned dark a minute ago..... she cant breath, she cant talk, she cant think as normal..... everything ruined....



baby girl is now going to sleep.... hoping for a sweet dream thou her dream never been sweet at all.....



????? baby girl is definitely gonna cry again tonite.... and so on...... please dont ask her why, she just wanna let beverything out... and hope she'll get better soon.... perhaps....

slow and steady....

*** cure sometimes,

relieve most of the time,

comfort all the time,

do not harm at no time*** dr.shieda

it's really hard to start, after almost 2 yrs living without this blog.... how should i write in a proper way, in a real me??? i'm just afraid...., especially in my current condition... of what??? owh, definitely cant tell.... but i'm so lucky and feeling grateful to know that i still have a bunch of frens out there who really care about me thou we never met....

frankly, i got thousands of thing to share... 2 years is not a short time, it's a long journey... a newborn baby would definitely can walk and jump by now... can at least vocalize simple words, and for no doubt mesti dah tumbuh gigi sume.... :) yup, i'll write more often... don worry... but not tonite la kan.... hehe....

anyway, i just wanna take this opportunity to wish u all selamat berpuasa dan selamat beramal ibadah di bulan yg penuh berkat nie.... salam ramadhan...........

sendiri

terlalu lemah daku

letih dan lesu

sungguh, tidak daya ku harungi lagi

beratnya dugaan, hebatnya cabaran

ku sunyi, sepi....

namun apakan daya,

ku sekadar dipinggiran......................

noktah...