ANYWAY, fresh off my retail therapy mission which had been completed today, I am weirdly overwhelmed with holiday spirit. Maybe it’s because I’m anticipating the New Year Celebration at the Red Square tomorrow. This is going to be my last new year countdown in Moscow, and I’m so much further from home..., but all I seem to be observing amongst Russians are their Christmas decorations and cute little families going about their day. Tossing my head and I have to ask myself, "Are these families different"? "Is their holiday spirit different from ours?" And i realized, maybe we'r different in races, nations, n religions, but the feeling, the spirits n the happy faces are just the same....
As i walked in and away from one shop to another today, and on my way back in the metro, i can see people holding lots of shopping bags and everyone were frantically busy doing shopping n holiday errands.... same goes to me myself infact...
i bought something special for myself today... it was on my wishlist for quite a long time, n i'd say that i must be down if not having in my closet.... just wait for the pic ya!!!
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
It's Fitting
BUBBYE 2007............
obviously, 2007 has come to the end…
at the end of it and the beginning of the New Year 2008, i strongly believe this blog needs to cough up a little “What I’ve Learned” sort of post. I’ve blogged here continually since September and before that during my leisure boring time since May, and I think that counts as long enough to have gained some insight into the process and who really am I n who are my wonderful friends.
1) It isn’t as easy n simple to come up with daily posts as I thought it would be. I wake up and get dressed in the morning, i am thinking about writing but then so lil time in the morning n i have to get ready for class, leaving the hostel at 7.30am... feeling tired n exhausted afta class, thinking bout nice lunch+dinner, preparing the ingredients and cooking, enjoying the meals, watching tv series n comedies, resting n studying.... and my day is over... just b4 i crawl up my bed, it's the only perfect time to write n bloghop.....
2. I think you guys need to know this: medical students are all a little bit desperate, because they’re trying to find their way into their aims and destiny and a little bit stressed, because they can't live a single day without reading and analyzing the 1-2 inches thick textbooks.... Really, they’re like boyfriends trying to impress the girlfriends—even if some of them find it as a burden do it with hatred. Think of them this way and if you ever had any holdover notions about medics n medic.student as well as doctors as superior, it will vanish. They’re not superior, they're just pple like u, they want you to like them, they want to treat n cure you, and they have some tricky ways of making it happen, (or failing miserably at it).
3. We are from an extremely diverse group, barely known each others, living up mutual relationships, yet the idea of understanding and pleasing everyone stand the top of all....
4. I am amazed by the unflagging interest you guys have in caring and loving, and I’m really honored to be a conduit for discussing it.
5. Here’s something everyone knows, and the fellow bloggers out there who are reading ESPECIALLY know: this is a strange medium. It’s intensely personal and extremely anonymous. This is more like a contradiction to a real life many of us never guessed and never expected. And yet, maybe it’s simply a question of evolution, because it felt rather comfortable to me from the beginning.
6. Hearing from you all consistently has been the best part of it all! I am so heartly gonna deliver my special thanks to My Love Hannan (because he put my link in his, and i started having u all), Lalink Zie (she's so charming n nice, very sincere in everything she does, n she's the one who encourage me to put CBox in my blog so that we can chat sumtimes), Pu3Nemo @ Fara, Mrs.Sheikh, Chique's, Nadia my long lost friend, Amelin n Hani for being my dearest loyal readers after all.... n thanks also to many others that enjoy reading this piece of blog...
-shieda-
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
It's Finishing...
yeah.... my class is finishing tomorrow... i've come to the end of semester, which pretty means i'll just gonna have another one last semester b4 i grad... sounds cool rite??? hehe, but frankly i don't looking forward to it... i just wanna spend my last days here in moscow without knowing the clock is ticking n the time goes by....
well, i don't have much time rite now... infact i was actually looking for my compact powder just now that ended up sitting here n checking my blog... i am still not feeling well, my flu is still wt me but i am just happy to go to class... i summon my classmates not to sit close wt me, n i got tissue covering my mouth n nose all the time... i can just wear a protective mask instead but dat will make me look unpretty... hehe... n basically my classmates don't really mind cz sooner or later they might catch a cold n flu too based on the chaotic weather we got here in moscow...
n for huns, i wish him to get well soon cz Mr.Asthma really makes his condition worse... take care n have a good rest darling...
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
The Last Raya in Moscow
Birthday gift
Excitement
A FoRtNiGht
p/s..... this is such a lousy, lazy boring diaries..... u can jz skip this entree ok.... hehe
hello guys.... first of all, i would like to say sorry for not updating my blog n making u all worry bout me... if i'm not mistaken, it has been 2weeks since i stop writing here... such a short time but lot of things had taken place.... so now, i'll put my all efforts to jot down briefly rentetan peristiwa sepanjang minggu buat tatapan my dearest readers...
let me begin from friday the 7th.... i had had a very long class n finished only by 6.00 pm.... i was supposed to go to Rosinka to visit Cik Yunos n the family wt few other friends.... since we were extremely tired n exhausted, we decided to take the last bus to their place, which is at 10.30pm ... malang x disangka2, we had been attacked by a group of school boys (8 of them) at the bus stop while waiting for the bus... fortunately they din even touched or disturb the girls... while buya, taka n idham really handle the situation wisely.... we were relieved n so lucky bcz among them, there were 2 nice boys n these 2 pple saved us from the others.. they ended up fighting themselves.... thanx God for saving us that nite...
the next day, we woke up early cz by 2.00 pm, we were gonna have guests about 20-30 pple to come for the majlis bacaan yaasin n tahlil khusus buat arwah ayah Idham yg baru sahaja kembali ke Rahmatullah pada minggu sebelumnya... so, we prepared Nasi Ambeng/Ambang... which is basically plain white rice served wt several special lauk (ayam masak ketumbar/ ayam ungkep, sambal goreng, serunding kelapa, ikan kering bulu ayam, mihun/mee goreng, n few kuih muih terutamanya lengkong/agar-agar.... very popular among Johorians, especially Jawa ).... majlis berakhir lebih kurang jam 3.30 pm, n we left the house by 5.00pm...
later that nite, i chatted wt Nemo n Chique over YM.... told chique that i was going to made strawberry cheesecake but turned up i baked Coffee Chiffon Cake....
Sunday, 9th Dec.... did sum shopping today at the market wt Huns, bought tilapia fillet, chicken n sum other stuffs.... my classmates n i were having belated bday party for Kok Hui (2nd dec) n surprise bday party for Hakimi (13th dec)... i myself made a special Tiramisu Mocha layered Coffee Chiffon Cake, Chicken Pie, n Steamed Ginger Fish... my cake n my delicia chicken pie got the best compliment for the day.... muahahahha.... i might be not the best cook, but i can cook pretty well to satisfy other's taste buds....
Monday (10th dec).... ... bla... bla.... frankly speaking i was a bit down by sumone's word tis morning.... since last nite for a fact actually, but maybe she din realized n i was too disappointed that i don wanna give a damn bout that at all... afta class, went to kaluzhskaya mall n bought 3months supply contact lens for 1150 roubles... (RM 150 )
Tuesday (11th Dec)..... boring..... g class, but skipped lecture to get home early... bla...bla...
Wednesday (12th Dec)..... lalallalallallalal.... ponteng lagi lecture....
Thursday (13th Dec).... skipped again though i knew that my lecturer was the one who gonna give the lecture.... so bad la u nie shieda.... hoooo...lalalala..hooo...lalalal...
Friday (14th Dec)..... called mak awal2 pagi to wish her a very happy 56th birthday.... mmmuahhhh, cayang sangat mak..... on the way to hospital, Buya kene tumbuk by a russian teenager tepat kat mata n berlinanglah air mata darah, fortunately mase that russian hayun tangan tu buya terperasan n sempat elak sikit ngan tangan, so xlah teruk sangat condition mata die... later, dealed wt Hep.B patient at the hospital, she got it from her husband who had been hospitalised at the same hospital wt the same diagnosis 2 months ago... while the husband got infected afta gone thru blood transfusion during an operation in august.. afta class, rushed back to hostel n bersiap2 untuk shopping ngan elyn.....
Saturday (15th Dec).... lalallalallala.... had sweet n sour fish, special recipe no name chicken, n ladies fingers wt anchovies.... this was considered the breakfast, lunch n dinner.... jz afta that, we went out to find a new year gift for sumone...
Sunday (16th Dec).... a bad day for Huns... really bad yet Allah knows the best..... n i was there wt him, tried all my best to console him...
Monday (17th Dec).... continue my posting at Medical department
Tuesday (18th Dec)..... oooolalallalal...
Wednesday (19th Dec).... papappaparararra..., i got my bday present from darling Huns.... n we had mutton for the lunch n dinner.... thnx darling, it was so sweet of u.... hehe.... n that nite i was bz cooking special meal fo him sempena hari raya esoknya....
Thursday (20th Dec).... SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA..... n happy birthday to me... my auntie called from malaysia @ about 5.30am here, which means i was still sleeping n dreaming.... actually mak put my name in the list for qurban this year so she called to inform me bout this.... went for solat sunat hari raya berjemaah at embassy n had a great time there wt the others mainly juniors... cz seniors yg lain ade class lollll....
Friday (21st Dec)..... went to Rosinka again... Alhamdulillah nothing bad happened, n we reached their place safe...
Saturday (22nd Dec).... back to hostel...
Sunday (23rd Dec)..... eating mutton again.... urmm, delicious.... thnx a lot Huns...
Monday (24th Dec).... eating chicken rendang which is specially made for masha cz she kept asking me to cook this for her since months as i recalled.......
Tuesday(25th Dec).... here i am...
Monday, December 24, 2007
Miss me???
big-big sorry to all my dear fwens for not writing n updating my blog... i am doing just good here... was n still actually kinda busy running some errands, n cudn't find the perfect time to blog....
i got lot of stories to tell, n sweet things to share wt u all.... but my condition rite now doesn't allow me to... i'm having fever, n flu.... n i need to have a very2 good rest...
n sebelum terlupa, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all my dear muslim readers...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Kiss me by HACKS...
What Each Kiss Means
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
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What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
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Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love.
Monday, December 10, 2007
MAK... Get Well Soon...
i called home in the evening, n my niece Aqilah answered.... chat with this 9yr old girl sekejap n then asked her to call "nenek".... i sensed sumthing cz usually mak akan bergegas ke telefon untuk bercakap wt me.... n afta a while about nearly a minute waiting, i heard the voice that i miss so much....suara mak tak seceria selalu, mak letih2 bercakap, n i felt so sad that tears running down my cheek...
mak demam, mak muntah 4 kali n cirit birit about 6-7 times since last nite... perut mak sikit2 kembung n sakit sekejap2 tapi mak sapu minyak kapak banyak2.... (minyak urut petani favourite mak dah abis n lom ade orang belikan lagi yg baru)...this is typical food-poisoning symptoms... asked her what she'd been eating the day b4, n i am 100% sure gulai lemak nangka yg mak makan kat rumah orang kenduri tu la penyebab mak sakit...
my auntie, cikdah sent mak to clinic already this morning... so i told mak to drink plain water a lot today n try to eat sumthing walaupun xde appetite langsung.... jz to gain back sum energy cz mom totally lemah.... nasib baik sekarang cuti sekolah, my adik, Elynne n cucu2 mak ade kat rumah untuk tgk2kan n jaga mak sekarang ni... elynne masakkan mak bubur ayam, n harap2 mak lalu makan.... tonite my sis, kaka n the husband akan balik kampung, so i hope kalau esok the symptoms still ade, kaka akan hantar mak ke hospital.... i dont want mak sakit2, i love her so much....
tomorrow i'm going to call mak again afta class, n semoga mak bertambah baik....
craving for sweets n cakes
home-made tiramisu... i am a tiramisu maniac
lately, i noticed that i am back to the old me... eating a lot n non-stop during the day, makan snacks n biscuits late in the midnight, craving for sweets all the time.... hiskkk... i have to stop!!! this is bad n killing bcz i am fully aware of my health...
crepe cake.... i love the taste of my own strawberry jam n the chocolate spread
i don wanna be a diabetic patient, i jz don want myself to suffer in the future.... i am gonna be a medical stuff, i am gonna be a doctor... God, pls help me handling my not so healthy appetite... maybe i should start again, yea... i will... once or twice a week really good enough to treat myself with kinda sweet cakes n desserts....
Raya Haji
pada
20 Disember 2007
bersamaan
10 Zulhijjah 1428h
Saturday, December 08, 2007
a pink rose
there's nothing much more pleasant than seeing sumbody u love around...
n he's holding sumthing in his hand....
but tries to hide from u....
n u keep guessing...
dup-dap....dup-dap....
ur heart beating faster....
it's such a great feeling, such a lovely moment....
he's smiling at u n u smile back....
n there is a sweet beautiful pink rose for u....
thank u sayang... i love u so much...
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
makan lagi
Monday, December 03, 2007
scent
i went to Arbat Prestij last sunday wt Hunn, Ceqsue, n Elyn... though Malaysian Embassy had warned us earlier 2stay at home that day, (they said it may be dangerous to go out during that day since they're having "hari mengundi" in russia) , but we decided to ask masha the condition wether it safe or not for us to go out... hehe.... since masha bagi greenlight guarantee, we all kluar seawal 9.15pagi from hostel... haha... sanggup bgn awal sbb nak g shopping katakan....
n this is the hasil.....
Promesse perfume by Cacharel.... it is a luminous fruity floral fragrance created for the passionate woman. Sparkling notes of fresh citrus mingle with jasmine and orchid blossoms spiked with ripe blackberry. it finishes with a deep, sensual dry down of soft amber, musk, sandalwood, and cedar. I love this one.... ekceli awal2 tu nak bli the red n green apple "be delicious" from DKNY since the price really goes down, but i cant resist myself to pick tis one... hehe....
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Magical Winter '07...
Sad and Lonely Sunday
Look at the sad girl
her world just goes by in a whirl....
when she looks out the window...
she sees the cars go by
she has nothing to do, but sit and cry...
nobody cares, to know why...
people talks and blames her for things she didn't do..
people laugh and having fun in front of her...
people ignore her....
she is lost and need to be found
she is quiet but not still
she cry dry tears.....
she wonders why people are like that...
they make her suffer
She loves everyone
but she is tired of the pain and heartache....
depressed
BUN... Bunny.... BUN
Purple.....
Saturday, December 01, 2007
i'm too bz
hye guys.... m so sorry... been sleeping early for the whole week n xdapat la nak update my latest stories here... n tonite i'm having dinner so have to get ready in an hour... will update soon ok... enjoy ur weekend guys...