Alhamdulillah

i feel good... i feel happy... and i am happy...

look at her... n look at the E-class Merc hanging upside down on the ceiling

" i maybe as bad as the worst, but Thank God i am as good as the BEST"

we left for the hospital very early, just afta i performed the Subuh prayer... felt cold n it was such a terrible feeling inside me... did prepare for the exams but seems like my confidence is sumwhere outside my body for the past few days, which makes me fear of exam... n that's the reason i stop blogging for 2days... i just wanna push my best, bcz this is my final year n i don't wanna spoil everything... i am hoping deep inside my heart to maintain my achievement,...

elyn wt the ANNA SUI bag at the airport

it was SURGERY State/National Exam... basically it covers a really wide big topics of surgical themes, anything that has connection with surgery... from ENT, OnG, orthopedics, abdominal surgery, cardio-thoracic, oncology n many more...

the exam is divided into 2 parts... MCQs n Oral... in order to qualify into the 2nd oral part, each n everyone should pass the MCQs... there are 80 questions, among which almost 3/4 of them are long, situational cases, (i hate them the most cz i can't do my scan reading since every single details of patient's history n lab results given helps u to answer the quests..).... given 90 minutes, without having enuff time to re-check the answers, even sum of us haven't done answering yet, all we could do after is just hoping for the best n perhaps for a miracle... only those who got under 30 Q's wrong were able to enter the 2nd part.... n i did it quite well, got only 14 Q's wrong n i was very happy wt the results...

then for the oral part.... pick a ticket that consists of 3 situational cases, the first 2 are surgical topics, while the last is either ortho, or sumthing else... and we have to confront 3surgeons to answer them... each of them will ask anything they like, n the mark really depends on them...

despite all the difficulties we went thru, the exam went very smooth, relax n beautifully... i managed to get the excellent mark n i am still happy rite till now.... but.... i am not done yet.... still have another one state exam waiting ahead this coming saturday... so fo tonite i am resting my head, my mood, clear my mind n just tomorrow nite i'll go back to the books preparing for the next exam... i am dying to finish them all bcz the holidays is coming over afta that....


n there's a lot of thing i wish to do in this holiday...

if only Elyn is here....

i will definitely missing her a lot, n probably shopping wouldn't be fun without her... which means, i've to drag Huns to accompany me doing the retail therapy la... hehe... n he oso must be missing this gurl who seems to be just like our lil sis all these days...

my dream world......