a confession from the heart...

""I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry..."""



i am just an ordinary people... i do have feeling like others...

i used not to talk, n not to cry out my anger....

pple shouted n raised their voice upon me....

while i just kept silence..... n all i could do is to cry... so helpless...

tears is my bestfriend.... they're very good friend of mine

i always forgive n let the thing goes....

this is me b4....

but afta quite sumtimes, i learned a lot from my silence...

u can't let urself b so small forever.... u need to voice out sumtimes...

n i did it awhile ago....only i did it with such an anger

n in a very inapropriate way...

i shouted... i raised my voice...

i am being stubborn maybe.... but thank god i'm not cunning

i just told u what i think i should...

forgive me... for me being mean to u....

now i regret myself, i feel sorry n i feel cold inside me...

now i start thinking....

is this really what i want all these time....

i have change a lot.... but i don't feel happy wt the changes....

i asked sumone... am i doing the right thing???

bcz now i seem to hate myself

what should i do???

i wish i could throw them away....

n be the old me.... who listens, shut my mouth, n jz follow what pple said....