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Saturday, February 23, 2008

SAD, HAPPY, WORRY, MIXED EMOTIONS....



went shopping yesterday with Han and elyn... had to buy a lot of things for tomorrow.... we'r going to cook several dishes for lunch, for about 20 person.... we bought the chicken, fish, and calamary at the wet market to get the cheapest price... and then for the veges and the rest of the ingredients, we looked for them at Ashan for better choices n selections....

beside these things, we were actually hunting for other personal stuffs too... Han bought me watches... WATCHES???? yup, he bought me two watches instead of one bcz they're offering 70% off... n these two lovelies cost him only RM125... n considering today is Man's day, i might get him a prezzie oso rite... so, just feel free to read his blog to find out what is it... and i actually bought two pairs of boots, oso for a very affordable cheap price, but not gonna tell here bcz these two really looks expensive... while elyn, being so envy wt my new boots, oso get herself two pairs...


should u guys wanna know bout my mom condition, she's doing fine today... not that fine, but at least i can hear the happy voices over there... yesterday, my sis called telling that mak really unstable... her blood glucose dropped to 5.1, but the temperature rises to 41 degrees in the evening... and last nite was 39, she couldn't talk to me, she must know that i bursted into tears already, but i just can't help it... i am so fragile bcz of this distance...i called again today, and she talked to me quite long, almost 7 minutes... the fever still there, doesn't show any sign to let go of her... and i am hoping the doctors and the nurses will take good care of her, will try their best to fight the fever...i know the fever comes from the nanah kat jari kaki mak.... though sikit but really worst...

my sisters and bro all come back home to see my mom... saling bergilir2 jaga mak for this weekend... it just me not be able to be there, but i always be in mom's heart, praying the best for her... sum pple just cudn't understand why i am feeling so sad, why do i cry, bcz mak still ok... it's hard to tell, only when it happens to u, then u'll know the feeling, lebih2 lagi selepas ketiadaan abah... and here, i am so blessed to have u guys around, i thank u all for ur concern, for giving me support and courage, for praying for my mom too... i will call her everyday just to know the latest condition... and as i don like other pple see i'm sad, i'll try to create a smile and try to laugh... tawa dalam tangisan, ya, that is me!!!

17 love:

Mrs.Zack said...

Shida akak faham perasaan shida coz mak akak pun ada kencing manis dan selalu lah juga keluar masuk hospital. Lagi satu susah betul nak kontrol pemakanan mak akak nie kadang2 tu geram juga coz boleh dia cakap alah hidup tak lama lagi makan jer apa yang nak makan.

Macam mana boleh ada nanah kat kaki mak Shida tu terpijak benda tajam ke?

Anonymous said...

kalau sy jd awk pun of course la sy risau n sedih..ye la, dah la dok jauh kan?...insyaallah, demam mak awk tuh akan sembuh..u jgn risau sngt ok..kalo u call dia, try utk hepikan dia n terus bagi semangat kat dia..insyallah dia akan cepat sembuh..teruskan berdoa k...

wahh..u nk masak aper shieda sampai 20 org tuh..masak sedap2 taww..

cantik laa jam2 tuh...hehe

-hani-

Ziana said...

saba sheida ek..
hope mak ok..insyaAllah..
kami semua doakan for ur mom..

ziana dah rase ape yg sheida rase..
mmg risau sesgt..
and sedih sesgt..
insyaAllah Doc n nurse sume akan try yg terbaik utk rawat ur mom..

pearlEJ said...

sabar yer yang, akak dpt rasa apa yg ida rasa, yer la, hanya tinggal mak aja, abah akak pun dah tak ada, so sekarang kalau mak demam2 or sakit2 mesti akak jd tak tentu arah sebab mak jauh kt perlis, sorang2 lak tu.. huhuuu.. dah puas pujuk dia ajak tinggal dgn akak, tapi dia ckp tunggu dulu.. hurmmm..

anw, cantik jam2 tu, tapi akak paling suka yg tali putih besar tu, caaannntik sgt :)

akak dh tgk baju yg ida beli utk han, cantik!! akak suka yg hitam!! :D

pu3nemo said...

ida,jg de elok2 k..
sy fhm pe yg u rs..


p/s: lawa la ur fwen tu,comel bangat seh...

Mrs. Sheikh said...

shieda - jgn risau sangat...
mak u ok ...
ehhh cantik jam, waaa
jeless laa,
cuma rugi la sape belikan i jam sebab i tak reti pakai jam...
huhuhuu,

Anonymous said...

salam...

i've been reading yr blog for so long but this is the first time i leave a comment.

when it comes to parents i know how it feels. i've gone through wht u go through now.

sabar n doa byk2 k. never give up to pray. Allah is listening. Your mother will be fine. dont worry.

kamilsifu said...

salam..
harap kak atun sabar dgn dugaan ni..insyaAllah,mak kak atun akan sihat seperti sedia kala..banyakkan doa dan solat hajat,insyaAllah semuanya ok..btw kirim salam kat elin ek..lama tak dengar cerita dia..lastly,be strong ok! =]

ita.itu said...

shieda jg diri baik2..jgn risau sgt...insyallah mak akan sihat ye...

Princess Redbloodsnow said...

whoaaaaa!!!
korg g shopim x ajak zieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee **sobsobsob**

cun nyerrrr si elyn tuh kan
errr...ida. elyn tuh muslim ke nonmusim ek **dh lame dh nak tanye neh**
she's look like mixblooded aaa :P

ida...be strong for ur mom ek
zie doakan mak ida akan cepat sembuh
ida wat lah solat hajat utk doakan kesihatan mak ida ek.


**hugs ida**

nads said...

shieda...

sabar eh...insyallah mak shieda akan sht nanti...

neway, masyak sedap2 tau....:))

Anonymous said...

hi ,

been reading your blog for quite some time now...just thought i should leave a comment, dont worry im sure your mom will be fine in no time...and soon u will be back in malaysia to look after your mom :) be strong and im sure your mom will be fine :) hugs

p/s: do put pictures of your new boots also. One thing that attracts me to the blog is all the shopping spree that u do. :)

tiffany said...

____mrs.zack____

mak shieda takde masalah makan tau kak, sbb mmg mak sgt2 kontrol makan die... cume dah mmg sakit kencing manis ni sakit yg takleh nak disembuhkan...

mak tersepit kulit and daging sikit mase ketip kuku aritu.... huhu...


____ziana_____

thanx a lot ziana.... semoga demam mak akan cepat kebah n sihat seperti biasa...


____hani_____

shieda call mak setiap ari sekarang, sgt rindukan mak,..

thanx a lot hani for the advice...
shieda masak untuk team futsal yg main dgn hannan selalu...

hehe...

tiffany said...

____pearlej____

shieda jadi lebih2 rindu pulak kat mak sekarang ni.... huhu...

catikkan jam tu... btw yg besar tu tali die very light pink.... and baju untuk han tu, yg hitam mmg shieda berkenan abis, yg putih tu han sgt suke so shieda ok aje...


____pu3nemo____

thankx a lot fara.... i'll try my best to make her happy by calling her....

n my fwen tu, she's a real beauty!!


____mrs.sheikh____

nape u tak pakai jam husna... huhu, malang la sape2 yg belikan u jam ekkk...

tiffany said...

___anonymous___

thanx a lot for giving me some courage... n thanks a lot for reading my blog...

it's real hard when it comes to our parents.... i pray the best for her.... i'll never ever give up upon her.... i love her more than anyone else...


___kamilsifu_____

hye kamil, thanx for dropping by here to my blog... mak akak dah beransur2 sihat... elin ade balik weekend aritu tolong2 jagakan mak....

insyaallah nnt kalau akak msg die akak sampaikan salam kamil ok... jage diri baik2 kat sane tau...


____ita.itu____

terima kasih kak ita...

tiffany said...

____princess redbloodsnow_____

lalink.... kitowang takde niat nak shopping2 benarnye aritu.... tapi tup2 ternampak ade barang2 on sale tu trus je la capai... hihi..

mak dah bertambah baik sekarang... suara pon semakin happy dan ceria aje..


___anonymous____

hye there... glad to hear dat...

thanx for been concerning and caring bout me... alhamdulillah mak getting a lot better today...

u must be a shopaholic also then rite???? hehe... ok, will post the pictute in the next n3...

___nads____

nad, time kasih bebanyak....

mmg sedap pn shieda masak tau.... hehe

cHiQuE CoMeL said...

hi shieda,
chik bley rasa apa yg shieda rasa. my mum oso ada kencing manis dan dlm entry kat blog chik sblm nih pun chik penah citer my mum terjatuh (masa kitorg gi kedai nak beli sardin!). chik nmpk sendirik cemana emak jatuh dan chik sentiasa terbayang perkara tuh... trauma gituh!

so... shieda tenang²kan hati yeak. doa mudah²an emak shieda sentiasa di dlm lindungan Allah.