SAD, HAPPY, WORRY, MIXED EMOTIONS....

went shopping yesterday with Han and elyn... had to buy a lot of things for tomorrow.... we'r going to cook several dishes for lunch, for about 20 person.... we bought the chicken, fish, and calamary at the wet market to get the cheapest price... and then for the veges and the rest of the ingredients, we looked for them at Ashan for better choices n selections....

beside these things, we were actually hunting for other personal stuffs too... Han bought me watches... WATCHES???? yup, he bought me two watches instead of one bcz they're offering 70% off... n these two lovelies cost him only RM125... n considering today is Man's day, i might get him a prezzie oso rite... so, just feel free to read his blog to find out what is it... and i actually bought two pairs of boots, oso for a very affordable cheap price, but not gonna tell here bcz these two really looks expensive... while elyn, being so envy wt my new boots, oso get herself two pairs...

should u guys wanna know bout my mom condition, she's doing fine today... not that fine, but at least i can hear the happy voices over there... yesterday, my sis called telling that mak really unstable... her blood glucose dropped to 5.1, but the temperature rises to 41 degrees in the evening... and last nite was 39, she couldn't talk to me, she must know that i bursted into tears already, but i just can't help it... i am so fragile bcz of this distance...i called again today, and she talked to me quite long, almost 7 minutes... the fever still there, doesn't show any sign to let go of her... and i am hoping the doctors and the nurses will take good care of her, will try their best to fight the fever...i know the fever comes from the nanah kat jari kaki mak.... though sikit but really worst...

my sisters and bro all come back home to see my mom... saling bergilir2 jaga mak for this weekend... it just me not be able to be there, but i always be in mom's heart, praying the best for her... sum pple just cudn't understand why i am feeling so sad, why do i cry, bcz mak still ok... it's hard to tell, only when it happens to u, then u'll know the feeling, lebih2 lagi selepas ketiadaan abah... and here, i am so blessed to have u guys around, i thank u all for ur concern, for giving me support and courage, for praying for my mom too... i will call her everyday just to know the latest condition... and as i don like other pple see i'm sad, i'll try to create a smile and try to laugh... tawa dalam tangisan, ya, that is me!!!