A Blessed Beautiful Day

ooops, before anything i need to mention i still don't have the time to bloghop and i am now very deeply missing u all... and the story starts------<@

woke up early this morning with thousands of butterflies in my stomach.... i hate the queasiness, the nervousness inside me.... how i wish to just come to school, study, complete the assignments, mix around and make up new frens, meet various types of people without having this so called test or exam.... i kinda like having exams when i was young studying in school, but when it comes to higher level, the challenge is much2 bigger.... apart from the written examination, where i was only supposed to darken the "A", "B", "C", "D", or "E", here it needs me to face the examiner... they don't mark me based on what i had written on that paper, everything will be evaluated from my words... whether i am sure or not with the answer, whether i get stucked and black-out while figuring out the right way to answer plus to build up the correct grammatical sentences in russian, it has become the music and lyrics of my life over the past 5 years and 8 months living and studying in moscow...

sometimes people are just so lucky to be exempted from exams, but some really deserves it for all the hard work and the best effort they put in studies... actually not every lecturers gonna give this special treats to their students, and almost all my lecturers really not kind of this... we are not the black sheep yet we always get the tough, very "Skema", very "The Garang" and they got us into a mess, these are the one that we will never forget.... while some others are very hardworking, dedicative and pleasant to deal with and they gave us joy while studying... but no matter who and what is my lecturers, they are for no doubt the bestest best among all... ... God Blessed me and i thanked him for that...

well... well... well...

i have a good news to share, i couldn't wait to tell from the moment i heard the words.... I was actually exempted from Pharmacology today... i didn't expected it at all, indeed was very busy revising and studying until i gave up last nite.. and all i wanna do is just to vomit everything out and get done... i was very nervous and couldn't take the pressure no more, everyone still discussing this and that, and i felt like i forgot everything, like i know nothing on Drugs... we were all worried because won't be given time to prepare in a papersheet. we have to think, recall and answer everything spontaneously in front of the lecturer, and i this is really the worst nightmare before entering the real practise...

but then, when she total up our points upon the previous and this semester performances in class, plus all the assignments and test-control, i managed to get the required points to be freed together with another 3 classmates... i was speechless for a moment, Alhamdulillah that's all i can say... while the rests actually might also get, but becase of 1-2 points short, they have to undergo thru the nightmare, but they did it very well and i am really proud of them...