yesterday...

i left hostel a bit late to the class.. i should go by 7.45 but instead it was 8.05 when i reached downstairs...

i was not feeling well actually, felt like wana blackout in the metro but i managed to get to the hospital at last...

i missed the conference,... thank god it took an hour for the conference to finish and my lecturer no longer border to check the attendance of his students....

and i just realized that i left my note book on sue's table... dammit, i should have check my bag first... so i got no material for the class..... i finished all the cases and questions but pointless... sya noticed that i look pale n sick... then yani n yati said so... n suddenly few tears dropped down my cheek... i'm not sick, i'm just feel a bit stress inside... but i can't tell, so i lied that i'm sick... khairul been so kind to offer his seat cz otherwise i'll be sitting rite infront of my prof, n definitely he'll ask wat's happening to me... the whole class worried cz i've never act like that for almost 5yrs we've been in the same class...

my classmate... all black... n white...

finished class at 11.45, and i decided to skip the lecture.... oso for the first time since our class at the hospital.... really need a well rest... the truth is, shieda tibe2 terjaga malam tu about 2.30am, abah came in my dream.... n i just can't stop thinking bout him... i miss abah... so that's y i wrote the entree bout my abah.... i din sleep till 5.00am.... should just wait till 5.30 to call darling for sahur but i'm so sleepy n fell asleep....



so basically this is the reason i look pale n sick yesterday.... though actually i'm 100% healthy... i'm homesick....



and for buka puase, i prepared nasi kerabu and apam balik khas untuk my sayang cz the other day i made, i gave them to my girl frens n kept only 2 slices for him... not that shieda kejam, i dunno he loves apam balik, but now i do.... i'm blaming myself for not knowing that earlier... should i make a list of his favourite dishes??? owh... no.. no...no... he's been mentioning a lot these days that he loves everything i cook, so i can cook anything and that will be his favourites...so sweet of u darling....