attribute to a special fren....

psst.... first of all i would like to express my thanks to all of u my dear readers for always being there for me... u guys brighten up my days and give me so much hope that drives me to be a much better person.... i found a lot of happiness thru blogging and i thank u all for that.... nevertheless, i'm taking this chance to give a lil word for the very first person i've ever met in here...
i am nobody in this blogging world without her... she showed me the path, she accompany me out of my dark time.. she guided me to the light.. she stand by me whenever i'm down... she has everything a friend should have... she speaks from her heart, and that makes her sooo special.... we share a lot in common that attached us together, and...... ailabiu la lalink... hehe... i was invisible before,

but rite this moment i have hundreds of readers, and i have u all guys with me everyday.... and this one, a masterpiece of her rite on the sand... she didn't tell me bout this, hoping to give a surprise.... and i do!!! i was speechless when i read her blog this evening, not knowing bout this lil precious prezzie from Damai Beach, tucin.... lalink, i cried out joy, i thanked you a lot for this... i feel such an honour to be ur BFF... ya 4eva...!!!

last but not least.... a big smile from a lil gurl (^______________^)

:=) ....... :D~...... :D)

.... hehe..... now, i'm going to throw myself on my bed again... sweet dreams everybody......

Happy Birthday CeqSue!!!

i'd been busy celebrating birthday this weekend... yesterday was Han Teo's, n today, 31st March is Sue's... i planned to organize a surprise party for her... so what i did was to divide task among us... i volunteered to make Tiramisu Birthday cake, Sya- Chicken Pie, Lisa- Mee Goreng Special, Mahani- Fried Rice with spiced Chicken, while Gma n Nana- drinks...

i was thinking to celebrate sharp at midnite but considering tomorrow we all got classes n have to wake up early, we made it at 9.30 pm.... it was a small simple party but we really enjoyed ourselves...

tagged again..

i've been tagged by nad last week, quite hard for me to answer because i don't really listen to music alone... but i will definitely do this tag specially for her, for the sake of a long lasting friendship ( we were together during primary school, classmates for six years from Darjah Satu till Darjah Enam, we spent so much precious time together... gosok gigi tepi longkang kecik sekolah ngan kat tepi bukit, baling2 duster towards the boys, main kejar2 sampai kain terangkat paras peha, cabut kemuncup untuk rebut hadiah and many more..... i've been to her house few times for Hari Raya Celebration and oso for the Birthday Party, but after finishing Darjah Enam we went thru different path... until today, it's been nearly 11 years since we haven't meet each other...)... i do really miss u Nad... hekhek..

occay, let's talk bout the tag...
"Syarat tag nie ialah kena pasang lagu secara rawak dan jawab soalan yang diberi berdasarkan lagu yang didengar.. Kalau dah selesai satu soalan, tekan ‘next’ untuk soalan baru..

Soalan #1 : If someone say “Is This Ok?” You say?
Song : No Promises - Shayne Ward
Answer: urmmm... i prefer to say OK, thou the thru is the other way... i find it hard to say NOT OK or NOPE to people....

Soalan #2 : What would best describe your best personality?
Song : Easy by Paula DeAnda ft Bow Wow
Answer: tiny petit girl that loves simplicity, a fashion bird, very girlish and ladies in one way, and can be as taough as a man in certain2 time.....

Soalan #3 : What do you like in a guy/girl?
Song : Beautiful Girl by Alvin and The Chipmunks
Answer: A guy who dress, talk, act, and decide like a real Man...
A girl that humble, soft, yet high in confidence.... i hate those play rough and dirty in their life...

Soalan #4 : How do you feel today?
Song : This Is Why I'm Hot by Mims
Answer: fresh and happy.... cuz i'm going out later this evening....

Soalan #5 : What is your life purpose?
Song : Wait For You by Nelly Furtado
Answer: waiting for you, you and YOU!!!

Soalan #6 : What is you motto?
Song: Diriku Tapak Sulaiman by Elyana
Answer: Bestnye kalau jadi tapak sulaiman kan....

Soalan #7 : What do your friends think about you?
Song : Touch My Body by Mariah Carey
Answer: bab ni tatau la... slalunye org kata shieda ni lemah lembut... ye ke??? ntah...
lagi satu org kata shieda ni berwajah n bercirikan ibu mithali... ngah3....

Soalan #8 : What do you think about your parents?
Song : We belong Together by Mariah Carey
Answer: they're my everything... very understanding and very responsive to our problems....

Soalan #9 : What do you think about very often?
Song : What Goes Around Comes Around by Justin Timberlake
Answer: hidup ni ade naik turun, ade mase bahagia n ade masa sengsara...

Soalan #10 : What do you think about bestie?
Song : Stronger by Kanye West
Answer: i'm becoming much stronger heart n feeling because of him...

Soalan #11 : What do you think of the person you like?
Song : Biarlah Rahsia by Siti Nurhaliza
Answer: let me keep it myself occay...

Soalan #12 : What’s your life story?
Song : Ku Mahu by Siti Nurhaliza
Answer: sesaat ku terpesona.... kasih sayang dan cinta yang tak bersempadan... lalallala

Soalan #13 : What do you want to be when grow up?
Song : Dealova by Siti Nurhaliza
Answer: aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu, aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang bisa mungkin kau rindu....

Soalan #14 : What do you think when you see the person you like?
Song : Pilihlah Aku by Krisdayanti
Answer: pilihlah aku.... jangan kau salah pilih yang lain ya...

Soalan #15 : What do your parents think of you?
Song : Cahaya by Krisdayanti
Answer: a stubborn tough-headed, but very fragile...

Soalan #16 : What will you dance to at your wedding?
Song : Take U There by Sean Kingston
Answer: kurang faham soalan la... pepon i'll take him there, hiks...

Soalan #17 : What’s your hobby/interest?
Song : Sembunyi by Misha Omar/Andy Flop Poppy
Answer: main nyorok2 kot....

Soalan #18 : What’s your biggest fear?
Song : Tiada Jodoh Antara Kita by Ziana Zain
Answer: I love him so much n i can't bear to lose him...

Soalan #19 : What’s your biggest secret?
Song : Anggapanmu by Ziana zain
Answer: emmm... dah mmg biggest secret takleh la nak share kan...

Soalan #20a: What do you think about the person who started this tag?!!!
Song : BIg Girls Don't Cry by Fergie
Answer: awat la siap nak kne letak lagu2 yg kitowang tgh dengar kan... uish3...

Soalan #20b: What do you think about the person who tagged you to do this entry?!!!
Song : Baby Love by Nicole Scherzinger
Answer: Lalink, u ni mmg la baby love tau....

ok Nad... akhirnya shieda berjaya siapkan tag ni jugak... hehe...

Desserts.... khas buat hani...

a special thanx to hani for dedicating her n3 bout the desserts to me... among those desserts, i've only tried one which is Doraemon's Favourite..... DORAYAKI!!! it's basically pancakes sandwiched with anko/ sweet red bean filling... there is ready made sweet red bean paste in malaysia, but here in moscow there's none!! so i've to make my own filling then.... i've posted bout it in my previous long time ago n3, during fasting month last september (click here please)..... so here, i would like to share the recipe n maybe some of u will be happy to give it a try...

Ingredients:

For the sweet red bean filling/ Anko:

INGREDIENTS:

• 1 1/2 cup azuki beans/ red beans
• 2 cup sugar
• 1 tsp. salt

PREPARATION:
Put lots of water in a deep pot. Soak red beans in the water overnight. Heat the beans on high heat and bring to a boil. Turn down the heat to medium and simmer beans for about 10 minutes. Drain the beans. Put in a blender and mash it a lil bit there. Bring back the beans in the pot again and add about four cups of water, bring to a boil. Turn down the heat to low and simmer the beans for about one hour, or until softened. You can use medium to high heat but need to continuosly stir. Drain the liquid from the pot. Add sugar and salt, Stir and simmer until thickened. Stop the heat and cool the anko.

Pancake:

• 100 g flour
• 1 tsp baking powder
• 1/2 tsp salt
• 50 g sugar
• 1 tbsp honey
• 2 eggs
• 80 ml water

Whisk eggs and sugar until they start to fluff a little bit. Then add in the honey and stir well. Sift in flour and baking powder into the bowl and carefully mix, try avoid any lumps from forming. Add in water. ( whisk gunakan pemukul telur is much better)

On a slightly heated non-stick pan, pour in 1 1/2 tbsp of the pancake mix. Bigger dorayaki will need more than 1 tbsp of mixture. NOTE that the skin of these pancake browns easily because of the honey, so no need to use too much heat. Turn over the dorayaki once it is brown and give the other side of the dorayaki to brown just a little. Spread the azuki filling and sandwich them together to form a Dorayaki.

i kinda like this pancake recipe of dorayaki very much, and whenever i feel like eating pancake here it is!!!

my wishes

i am very pleased to hear mom's voice in the morning.... i was on my way to the hospital when i suddenly realized i saw only her in my eyes lately.. she had been staying in the hospital since the past three weeks, due to diabetic complication... i know she must be tired to just lay on the hospital bed, to do absolutely nothing... she must have been missing ayam kucing kat rumah, the plants and the flowers, anak2 didik ngaji, her frens and her daily routines at home.... and today she's been discharged in the noon... Kaka had decided to bring mak to stay with her at Batu Pahat so that she can look after mak properly, and mak finally agreed thou it's kinda hurt her untuk tgglkan rumah kampung tak berpenghuni...


and yesterday was my sister's birthday.... she's already 21 now... Happy Birthday Elin!!! Nanti kak Ida bagi adiah kat mesia ok...
n last night i got a message from my brother.... he's my only Brother in this whole world.... i totally frustrated with myself, he did tegur me on something but all he wrote was true and everything is for my goodness and happiness in the future.... i am not a good person, i am not a good gurl, yet i know all i want is happiness and the blessed from The Almighty... thanx bro for ur ingatan.....

teman ke hospital

i was tagged by Aleeya yang sweet, mummy kepada Damia yang tersangatla comelnya.... i got 2-3 options actually, memandangkan tag tu basically things in ur bag/handbag/etc.... i bring different things in my handbag depending on the occasion and event, so here i decided to share things in my schoolbag... ngah3...

i change bag regularly, just to match with my tudung, boots, and jackets.... so sumtimes i missed to bring tissue, sometimes i forget to bring mineral water... just like today...

but these are the things i never ever forget to bring along...

1. white coat.... otherwise i cudn't enter the class, ward and conference hall
2. a note book...
3. a pen
4. Malaysian passport, bus pass n metro pass.....
5. Student Card.... for me to get in the hostel
6. some Russian Roubles.... to buy food during recess if i don't bring any bekal....
7. Hand and Nail Lotion, Antiseptic Gel for hands.... to wash n to moisturize back my hand after having some contact with patients.... hygienic ok, very2 important...
8. Lip Gloss (nude and the plain one) n Compact Powder... in case kalau perlu...
9. "Bakhil"... the blue colour.... we need to change our shoes to enter department bcz outside is wet n snowy, n muddy n will dirty the floor... i left my changing shoe in the class, so need to wear this bakhil first....
10. last but not least..... a stethoscope!!!
    

psst....................---<@@@...

shieda tak sempat nak melawat2 lagi arini... got lotsa things to read la today for tmrw class... tomorrow i'll spend my time for u all occay... mmmuahhhhhhhh...

Bolognese please....

occay, today i'm gonna write another one recipe... which is Bolognese Sauce... for those who has no idea what bolognese is, this is a popular meat based sauce for various type of pasta originating in Bologna, Italy... ya, Italian cuisine is hearted all over the world and no one can say no to italian dish rite... like what ha?? do i need to tell u that pizza, spaghetti, risotto and most of desserts originate from Italy... they not only taste great but they present very nice and beautiful on the plate....

all u need first is pasta.... u can choose from spaghetti, capelline, fettucine, tagliatelle, linguine and ape2 je la... but spaghetti will do just great... nak celur spaghetti tu harus panaskan air dulu sampai agak2 nak mendidih, and just before u add the spaghetti, pour about 1-2 tblspoon of oil, n salt as well to taste... the key to get the best spaghetti is jgn celur sampai terlalu lembut, cukup sekadar sedap2 nak makan ok... buang air panas, toskan spaghetti and lalukan bawah air sejuk yg mengalir to get rid of the excess starch so that they will not stick when cold...

now for the sauce...

3 onions, chopped

5 cloves garlic, crushed and minced

4 tblsp oil

salt, ground black pepper

500-750 kg minced/ground

1 large jar canned tomatoes

1 can 200g tomato paste

2 teaspoons oregano

1 teaspoons basil

2 teaspoons fresh parsley(optional)
6 large button mushrooms, sliced (optional)

1 large carrot, grated

150 ml cream/fresh milk/ 2 tblsp condensed milk

grated parmesan cheese

2-3 teaspoon sugar

panaskan minyak dalam kuali, tumis bawang besar dan bawang putih sampai naik bau... masukkan ground beef dan kacau2 sampai masak, (this take quite sum time)... add in pepper as u desired untuk hilangkan rasa hanyir daging... masukkan garam secukup rasa, oregano and basil...

once the beef is cooked, add in the canned tomato and mash them a lil bit... masukkan tomato paste, sliced mushrooms dan grated carrot, kacau dan tunggu seketika supaya rasa tomato sebati dgn daging... pour in the remaining ingredients and stir until u get a nice gravy...

****** instead of having ground beef in the sauce, i enjoy meat balls more.... to make the meat balls, u just need ground beef and sufficient amount of grated cheese, salt, pepper, and eggs.... mix them all together and form a nice ball..... i just throw them in the gravy together with the tomato bcz they won't pecah, but stay firm in a ball... but sum pple prefer to bake them first...

and basically this simple recipe u can always modify to get ur own delicious sauce for ur spaghetti.... u can add in more cheese or skip the cream, or u can substitute the beef with chicken, prawn, clams and anything, u can adjust the sourness by adding more or cut in the amount of tomato paste, skip the sugar to get the basic sourness, and so on...... all important is the tomato paste, oregano, onions, and cheese.......... and u can have a lovely meal in front of u!!!

Umbrella!!!

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we'll still have each other

You can stand under my umbrella

You can stand under my umbrella.....

haha, i know u guys must have read about Rihanna concert that we went to last nite on Hannan's blog...... to be truth, this is my first time attending concert... i've never been to any before and doesn't looking into it... but since Han is a big fan of Rihanna, and thinking bout the killer Umbrella-ella-ella song, i agreed to join and to give him a company.... uh ha, what else to say ya, every single person in that stadium really amazed by her voice and her performance...... only that if she owns few more hit famous songs, then it'll be better and i'll be a lot happier.... after all, SOS, Don't stop The Music and Umbrella was a blast from her....

Maulidur Rasul

yesterday was beautiful when i finally stepped out of the hostel after been resting for two days because of the fever and runny nose.... we were having Sambutan MaulidurRasul at the embassy, organized by PPIM RSC/ IMAM MOSCOW.... it was a multifunction event... started with MaulidurRasul Celebration, we got the chance to hear forum Rasulullah dan Kejayaan Baginda, yang mana barisan panel adalah dikalangan student yang dihormati dan terpilih... seterusnya, there was a talk on Leadershirp & Success: A process of education , training, experience & self study by Left Col Dr Mohd Yunus Masjuki....

the organizer served us Nasi Kerabu during lunch break.... and during that time also we were kindly asked untuk memangkah undi for the new jawatankuasa of PPIM-Moscow Student Chapter 2008-2010 session... owh ya, PPIM is abbreviation for Persatuan Perubatan Islam Malaysia.... actually there will be PPIM Annual Grand Meeting (AGM) ahead after prayer time, but i'd to run back home to get ready for Rihanna Concert... hehe....

i wore shocking green baju kurung, and put on make-up as usual... and quite a number of juniors fired me with soalan cepu mas yang tak terjawab.... "kak shieda ni berseri2 macam nak kawen aje, bila tu??" waaaaaaaaaaaaa..... nnt la dulu dik oiiii.... akak tak abis belaja lagi ni dik, duit pon tara... huhu.... while few others said that i no longer look like a medical student judging at my appearance, i am more like HO... camne tu kak nat???

Tiramisu

Occay, just to make it easy for me and for anyone who wish to make their own tiramisu cake from scratch, i simply write down here the recipe....

COFFEE CHIFFON CAKE

Ingredients :

(A)

• 4 egg yolks,



• 1/2 cup water (110ml),



• 85 ml vegetable oil,



• 1/4 tsp salt ,



• 100 g sugar,



• 150 g flour,



• 1 teaspoon baking powder



• 2tsp nescafe GOLD

(B)

• 4 egg whites



• 90 g sugar



• 1/6 teaspoon cream of Tartar
  

- whisk egg yolks, sugar and vegetable oil in the mixing bowl, add in the remaining (A) ingredients into the bowl, and continue mix till smooth.

- In another clean dry bowl, whisk the egg whites till soft peaks appear. Add sugar and cream of tartar and continue to whip till stiff

- Mix (B) into (A) and fold them together until well combined. Bake at 175 C for 40-45 minutes. Immediately invert it after removal from oven. Leave to cool on a wire rack, and when it is cold, remove from mould.

TIRAMISU CREAM

INGREDIENTS
6 egg yolks
1 1/4 cup white sugar
2/3 cup fresh milk/cream
1 1/4 cups heavy cream
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
450 gram mascarpone cheese

2-3 tsp sifted Nescafe GOLD,

1 cup strong brewed coffee, room temperature (2-3 tsp Nescafe GOLD + 2 tsp sugar + water)

unsweetened cocoa powder

DIRECTIONS
In a medium saucepan, whisk together egg yolks and sugar until well blended. Whisk in milk and cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture boils. Boil gently for 1 minute, until stiffen.... remove from heat and allow to cool slightly. Cover tightly and chill in refrigerator 1 hour.
In a medium bowl, beat heavy cream with vanilla until stiff peaks form (i added in 1 sachet of so called "zagustitel" to aid in stiffing the whipped cream, i dunno in other places what they call this thing, zagustitel is russian word) . Whisk mascarpone into the whipped cream, later add in the yolks and beat until smooth. sift coffee into the mixture and well combine it... if the cream slightly runny, the trick is to add some amount of powdered sugar because it acts like a thickening agent too... if it still doesn't help, then i am so sorry because i got it all rite...

In a cup, combine 3 tblsp coffee, 2 tsp sugar with a cup of water to get a strong brewed coffee mixture...

Cut the sponge cake into 4 layers.... brush generous amount of coffee mixture onto each layer up and downside, spread tiramisu cream, and repeat layers... dust the top layer of cream with cocoa powder to finish the cake... Cover and chill overnight, until set.

NOTE: it's highly recommended to cut your cake into layers, and to cut the finished one into slices using thread... otherwise it'll be just a mess thou the taste is freaking heaven...

Heaven In Your Mouth

i wake up this morning feeling fresh, my nose was a bit dry which is good for me.... my fever gone, but i am still not fully recovered.... i had breakfast with Han around 11a.m, ( the tortilla sandwich again, :D).... while watching the 27 dresses...

nothing much i did today, cooking, talking, gossiping with elyn, bla...bla...bla.... and these are the food that i prepared for our lunch...

occay, do u guys still remember the mascarpone cheese that i bought to make tiramisu in conjunction with woman's day few weeks ago??? i actually just got the time to make it last night... i was so bored and helpless not to do anything since i skipped class in the morning, and i was feeling better in the nite that i decided to bake sumthing... it was pizza in the first place, but might as well do sumthing more interesting than that...

what do u think of my tiramisu???

I can say this is awesome! this was the best dessert I've ever made! This was EXCELLENT and It looked beautiful....

I can't even begin to tell how amazing this Tiramisu is... it's a bit time consuming, but the end result worth the penny and the effort.. it's easy, the yolk eggs are cooked, and no rum/coffee liquor included.. I served it with some fresh strawberries...

Sick again.......

i am not feeling well today, my nose tends to generate excessive amount of mucus producing runny nose... it became worst in the class, my head spins, and i lost my concentration.... my hands and feet are cold, but the whole body is hot... it was 37.5 a minute ago... and we'll see how do i feel when i wake up in the morning cuz i really hate to skip class...

sedapnyeee

i had Diet Cola Chicken with fettucine today for my lunch.... it taste real good and i like it sooo much.... it was on hannan, and he let me guess what was the secret ingredient he put in... n i failed to guess, i named everything but none is correct except for cream n cheese.... it was diet cola, n i cry out laugh bcz i thought he was joking... i never heard one... and tonite i found the recipe while googling... rase malu sbb ketawakan hannan sedangkan it was me yg ketinggalan.. hahahha..

kecewa sebab tak snap gamba tadi.... kalau tak boley share ngan u all... it was fabulous!!!

not so healthy....

i made a promise to kiki to show how big sausage i got here in moscow... as in the picture above, the small short one i labelled it as an M-size sausage, hannan bought them from the mosque last friday.... while the big one, probably is the XL-size, i bought them at ashan.... it's kinda pleasing since to find halal food now is quite an easy job for anybody... wherever you go, there must be halal one... n same goes to our beloved sausages... during my first year here, mosque is the only place where u can buy halal sausage and halal meat (i mean the small shop in the mosque territory)... but as the time pass by, the scenario has changed.... wherever i go, i only need to find SAFA brand for sausages and salami n they are halal... halal butchery is opened near my place and i can get fresh meat yang baru dilapah.... kirenye kitorang makan daging fresh kat sini, tak main yang import2 tau...

a doctor...

yippie.... i finally went thru the interview and passed it... i would like to thanks all my dear readers for wishing me luck and for all your prayers... a special thank you to my dear fren, Husna @ Mrs.sheikh for helping me with my resume... without your help, i won't be able to produce such a great one and thanks a million again for that... it was a last minute resume, my original one was very plain and simple... it happened that i online that evening and husna was overthere, and i kindly asked her wether she still got the copy from her previous... she sent the copy thru email and i took the draft of hers... thanks again husna...

so, this is me wearing the new blazzer, shirt and pants that i bought on sale last holiday... i felt good in it, it was a feeling like being an executive or lawyer perhaps... if only i can wear this kind of outfit everyday....

the pretty arabic looking gurl sat next to me is NurFirdaus @ Fir, we were in the same board for interview that evening...we discussed a lot of things and tried to calm one another, bcz the nervous inside really bad... thanks a lot fir...

n these to ladies in pinkish-maroon.... Mahani and Ceqsue...

picture taken after the results announced, and u can see our happy faces!!!

Good Day, Good Mood, Good Food

let's have a look at my today's menu...... breakfast is a must and not to be skipped, n i made myself this quick awesome lovely sandwich..... 3 slices of meat ham/ salami, along with iceberg and green salad, tomato slices, and a handful spoon of sweet corn, drizzled later with thousand island, mayonnaise and tomato ketchup and wrapped with the ready made tortillas...... it's a blast!!! and i'm gonna make another 2 tmrw morning.....


and for the lunch+dinner, instead of having typical rice or capellini or linguine and wutsoever,i tried making this beef steak with the black pepper brown sauce... i turned them from scratch out into a fabulous 5 star dish... i must say that i am really happy with my new recipe.....

Beef Steak With Black Pepper Brown Sauce

• 250 g meat, cut into 2 slices of 1-1.5 cm thick
• ground black pepper
• garlic powder/garlic seasoning
• salt
• 1 tblspoon olive oil

pat a lil amount of pepper, garlic and salt on the both side of the meat.... in a skillet, using slow-medium heat, pan fry the steak until half done.... and transfer into oven, bake at 240 degrees for about 10-15 more minutes

• 2 tblspoon flour
• 1 cube chicken stock
• 100ml fresh milk/cream
• 250 ml/ 1 cup of plain water
• garlic seasoning
• 2 cm ginger, crushed
• black pepper ( i mix the ground with the whole one)
• 1/2 - 1 teaspoon black balsamic vinegar
• 1 tblsp barbecue sauce
• 1 tsp sugar

mix together all the ingredients, whisk until well combined and cook slow until u get the desired gravy....

i bought 4 sticks of asparagus last week, and this is my first time giving a try of the most famous expensive nutritious veges... i fried them in the skillet after i took out the steak, adding another one tblspoon of olive oil, and a lil dust of ground pepper and garlic powder...

i served my beef steak with baked potato wedges.... LOVELY!!!

wakakaka

bagai tikus membaiki labu.... huhu...

habis dah my blog, all the links n everything...

sorry guys....

i'll close my blog for a while for the reconstruction ok...

new episode of life

sorry for the late updates....


still i miss u all guys....

silalah menjeles ye kiki....

for my dearest cayunk, hehe, nilah die yg ida wat special untuk zie.... ida taww mane aci kalau han buatkan untuk kiki sowang, so ida pon buatlah yg lebey cantekk untuk kamu....

ida ade lakar dalam snow jugak, but tak cantek sgt la... nnt lenkali ida buat besar2 n tomey2 ok...

SMS and CALL

""Tadi baru tgk mak waras penuh. Kaka tgh makan. Mak solat. Ni baru ambil suhu 38.1. Mudah2an akan turun lagi."" ( 1521 moscow = 2021 malaysia)

""Ok. Bile mak jaga esok kaka beritahu. Tadi kaka tido.Kaka juga minta penawar doa kawan kaka seorg alhafiz petang tadi bile tgk mak mamai dan kadang2 merapu walaupon dmmnya 39 atau bawah lagi. Alhamdulillah, ade perubahan dan solat maghrib isya. Kaka guna cool fever. Suhu mak jam 12 tadi 37"" ( 2106 moscow = 0206 malaysia)

these two messages came from my 2nd elder sister, Nor Azizah... (kaka is nama panggilan for her)... yesterday was my eldest sister, and today's her turn to look after mak... both are teachers, and only them managed to get off from work... but during weekend semua adik beradik akan balik dan same2 jaga mak...

i was crying during recess at hospital this morning... i sat far from my other classmates, hiding my sadness... i just cudn't concentrate anymore on my studies, i feel like going back for my mom... but there's no way to hide my face, and a fren teased me on my make-up just to make me laugh... but i suddenly menangis lagi teresak2...

kaka asked a lot bout kuman dalam darah because the doctor told her kuman dalam badan mak sangat kuat... demam mak from last friday naik turun, from 39-41....

i am really hoping to hear mom's voice again tomorrow.... i called many time since last 2 days, but she was sleeping... even if she's not, then her condition didn't allow me to talk to her... and tonite she finally can perform her prayers, which is the best new so far for us....

i will keep praying for her, i will not give up... and i want to see her face first when i reach KLIA with my degree this July.... i wanna share my joy with her, and i wanna take good care of her in the future....

______________________________________

i just talked to mak a minute ago... she's awake and kaka smsed me... it was a 3-minutes conversation, and shieda rase sangat syahdu dapat dengar suara mak yg dirindui... mak kate mak dah penat duduk lama kat hospital, mak nak cepat2 sembuh, mak tak suke iv drip tak henti2 masuk... mak suruh shieda teruskan belajar rajin2 n sungguh2... n i told her that i love her so much and asked her to wait for me this july...

sayang mak

for those unreplied messages, i am sincerely sadly sorry.... i was out for two days, n just came back a minute ago... had a superb pleasant great woman's day, but still i keep thinking of my mom... admitted again last week, and she was in a critical state last night...

.... should i could be able to fly back and cure her, i would... i just dunno what else i could do to help, i called her and give some spirits.... i talked to her and made her smile by hearing my voice.... i made her laugh.... i pray everyday, every seconds in my heart i keep praying for her...

semalam punya cerita....

the woman's day is just around the corner.... i can say every single woman here just couldn't wait any longer for the day to come... they started thinking what to wear, where to go, what to do during this special day since 2-3 weeks ago... ya, those who has boyfriend will definitely go out dating, looking some privacy... those who's still single enjoy girl's day out themselves, having sum fun by their own, but still a lot of students here prefer to stay at hostel, relaxing and sleeping....

ME????? actually hannan suggested that we celebrate an advanced Woman's day this year.... because we already got a plan on that 8th of march... so, we went to Atrium Mall yesterday and we had a very peaceful, romantic, lovely lunch at IL PATIO... (why not dinner??? hehe, save after the marriage later la)... i ordered Salmon Caeser Salads and Garlic Bread, and very2 delighted to have Pomegranate Vanilla Milk Shake.... i didn't order any main course because these are absolutely enough to stuff my stomach full... summore, it's not the food that important, but the time that u spend together..... after lunch we walked in to the arbat prestige, (me, for the 2nd time in this week).... hannan bought himself a new fragrance while me grab a pallete of eyeshadow, a nude lip gloss, and a blusher brush....

we stopped by at a man selling roses, and i got another 3 kuntum bunga mawar.... 3 for I LOVE YOU!!!! one is red and white in colour, and another 2 are actually peach colour that faded into yellowish green....

cheesecake time!!!!

hehe, normally i'll do some editing on my pictures but for tonite seems like i don have that much time.... kind of tired after a long walk after class with Han... actually there'r few things i wanna share here, but i'll just do it in the next n3 tomorrow nite occay...

so for now, let's enjoy this cheesecake with strawberry sauce..... nyum nyum....

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tertido plak.... sok je sambung ek... sweet dreams semua!!!

dah name pon perempuan...

yesterday on my way back from hospital, i dropped by at Arbat Prestij @ Atrium Mall, Kiyevskaya with ceqsue.... was actually very happy bcz the lecture finished quite early, and we got time to merewang2 kejap... i was looking for an eyelash curler, sum make-up, compact powder and plum colour blusher... i don really need that eyelash curler since my lashes already sky-high.... (a bit la)... but the fact that being a girl, i must at least has the basic things for make-up, and even Ceqsue owns one.... i always encounter this kind of problem when putting my mascara, my lashes actually very close to the eye-lids, which makes me so uncomfortable to apply my mascara... and i just tried using curler last week when i suddenly fall in love with it... it really solve my problem, so, i better get one for myself...


i am a loyal Max Factor user in term of foundation and compact facenity powder.... for the loose powder i prefer Borjouisse.. ( i dunno whether this brand available in malaysia or not)... my blusher and mascara are by Maybelline, and this new blusher in pink box from Ninelle... my eyeliner oso from Ninelle... my lipstick??? i don have one, i don need it cuz my lips are already red that i love to dap foundation on them to get a nude one...

owh ya, u wanna know what i had for my dinner tonite??? the healthiest meal in the world... yet the best salad i cud say... i bought canned frankfurter, (Danish product and halal...) and radish from the Victoria Supermarket last week... the green salad is from Ashan ... and han bought the red cabbage from Marka supermarket yesterday... i was not lazy to cook, it just that we'r salad lovers now... we had nasi goreng ikan bilis and daging yesterday, and today salad is more than enough...


i am baking cheesecake tonite, n need to chill it first later... only tomorrow evening or day afta tomorrow will be ready to eat ok... so, for those who have not sent their order yet, pls do so....

sekuntum mawar dari sang kumbang

hati ku berbunga2.....

""knape ye???"", bisik si jiwa pula....

si raga menjawab dgn selamba, ""manakan tidaknya, sekuntum bunga dari sang arjuna sudah cukup buatkan si hati tu terbuai2 dalam perasaan...""

ksian la si perasaan melayan kerenah daku.... lallalallalalla

Jalan2 pagi sabtu....

we went out without having breakfast and reached Ashan about 9.30 am.... quickly we grabbed anything we need because otherwise we would stucked at the long que at the cashier.... Lisa left us after having drink at the Kroshka-Kartoshka because she's meeting her friends later... Ceqsue and i decided to tapaw SUBWAY sandwich for lunch at hostel... and we were just having Mushroom soup at IKEA first...
i bought Mascarpone Cheese to do Tiramisu with elyn for the Women's Day this 8th march, and Cream Cheese to bake Cheesecake later.... i've been longing to cook and bake after almost a week dapur tak berasap... anybody who wanna make an order, please leave ur message occay... siapa cepat dia dapat!!!!

Dating!!!!

it was supposed to be a nice day but lot of bad things happened.... after all, i just forgot all the bads and enjoyed the day with Hans...

we planned to go for a date after class... and i was so eager for it that i turned up wearing pink shirt, white jeans, and swing coat.... unfortunately i suddenly terconteng my white jeans rite on the knee with my blue pen... "ah, small matter, i can hide it in my knee-high boots later"...

after class, i had to attend 2 boring lectures, and my stomach started making noise... Ceqsue gave me a banana, i peeled off the skin and put it just at the edge of my seat... i was so clumsy to forget to throw away the banana skin.... and during the lecture, my jeans rubbed on it.... there it was, the stain stick.... i felt like crying cause how am i gonna walk with stain on my white jeans..... huhu.... Ceqsue being so kind to let me borrow her long black coat, which means she had to sacrifice herself wearing my short swing coat.... thanks ceqsue...!!!! ailabiu!!!!


Han had already waited for an hour at the European Mall, he even had his lunch but i begged him to go for lunch for the 2nd time since i was really starving.... he agreed, and we headed to the new so called dining park.... it is all green inside the restaurant, and the way they decorate the interior resembles of those outside greeny environment.... i was not into heavy meals, so i just took 2 danish bread....

we finally bought Stitch new shirt... promised her months ago, but the Teddy Factory only available in this mall, and we haven't been here for long.... it's written SO SWEET on the shirt... and she even looks so sweet in it...

we went to TOPSHOP later, bought a belt and a new jeans from TOPMAN for Han.... and for me, i finally bought a belt from ORSAY that i think really match my black boots....

tired of walking, we took a rest at Illy Espresso and ordered cold drink.... Mojitto non-alcoholic ( strictly without alcohol ) for Han, and Strawberry Mojitto ( oso without alcohol) for me... it is important to stress that all u wanted is without alcohol though these two drink already put under the non-alcoholic drink...


while we were chatting there, i can feel sumthing drop on my tudung, and later on my bag.... it was icecream, dunno whether the boys upstairs purposedly did it or not, i just went to the toilet to wash it... and i entered the Gents occay.... !!! what a shame.... huhu.... i just realized i entered the wrong one when i saw a man in the mirror while washing my hands at the sink... i covered my face and walked away....

when i told Han about this, he laugh and give a notty smile to me and oso warned me to look carefully at the sign before entering the toilet.... malu yang amat.... sib baik tak kene kejar ngan guard sbb salah masuk toilet.... huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....