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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

SMS and CALL

""Tadi baru tgk mak waras penuh. Kaka tgh makan. Mak solat. Ni baru ambil suhu 38.1. Mudah2an akan turun lagi."" ( 1521 moscow = 2021 malaysia)

""Ok. Bile mak jaga esok kaka beritahu. Tadi kaka tido.Kaka juga minta penawar doa kawan kaka seorg alhafiz petang tadi bile tgk mak mamai dan kadang2 merapu walaupon dmmnya 39 atau bawah lagi. Alhamdulillah, ade perubahan dan solat maghrib isya. Kaka guna cool fever. Suhu mak jam 12 tadi 37"" ( 2106 moscow = 0206 malaysia)

these two messages came from my 2nd elder sister, Nor Azizah... (kaka is nama panggilan for her)... yesterday was my eldest sister, and today's her turn to look after mak... both are teachers, and only them managed to get off from work... but during weekend semua adik beradik akan balik dan same2 jaga mak...

i was crying during recess at hospital this morning... i sat far from my other classmates, hiding my sadness... i just cudn't concentrate anymore on my studies, i feel like going back for my mom... but there's no way to hide my face, and a fren teased me on my make-up just to make me laugh... but i suddenly menangis lagi teresak2...

kaka asked a lot bout kuman dalam darah because the doctor told her kuman dalam badan mak sangat kuat... demam mak from last friday naik turun, from 39-41....

i am really hoping to hear mom's voice again tomorrow.... i called many time since last 2 days, but she was sleeping... even if she's not, then her condition didn't allow me to talk to her... and tonite she finally can perform her prayers, which is the best new so far for us....

i will keep praying for her, i will not give up... and i want to see her face first when i reach KLIA with my degree this July.... i wanna share my joy with her, and i wanna take good care of her in the future....

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i just talked to mak a minute ago... she's awake and kaka smsed me... it was a 3-minutes conversation, and shieda rase sangat syahdu dapat dengar suara mak yg dirindui... mak kate mak dah penat duduk lama kat hospital, mak nak cepat2 sembuh, mak tak suke iv drip tak henti2 masuk... mak suruh shieda teruskan belajar rajin2 n sungguh2... n i told her that i love her so much and asked her to wait for me this july...

8 love:

[LADYKiKi] said...

yayang. time kiki baca n3 ida ni.. ingin ja kiki ada sebelah ida tau..
mmg kiki rasa kesedihan dihati ida.. cry kiki membaca nih..

yela.. kerna buat masa ni.. kita lihat mak kita sihat.camne esok lusa dia kan lalui yg same.. sedihkan yayang.

kii juga doakan yg terbaik untuk kia.. moga mak ida kan semakin pulih leh sambut kepulangan ida nanti... =(

hmm... kuatkan diri ya ida..
~hugs~

Aleeya said...

shieda,

kuatkan semangat okay
insyaAllah ur mak akan sihat tu..
dia pun tak sabar tu tunggu July ni

take care okay n keep me posted

Princess Redbloodsnow said...

eee...teary aaa my eyes reading diz post yang..
how i wish i was there to comfort u n to make ur feeling feel better a lil bit aaaa

kak tuh same name ngan z ek.
cume yg besakan A jek..hehe
z nyer name tuh start with H :P


ida....same2 kite doakan kesihatan mama ida ek :)

hugs

Jelly said...

shieda i may no know u but be strong girl.....

semoga semuanya baik-baik sahaja and ull meet ur mum july/august k...

ita.itu said...

ida semoga tabah..insyallah mak ida dah nak sembuh tu...amin

Ct eLLy said...

Hai shida.. moga2 your mother cepat sembuh..

sometimes Bila kita duduk jauh2 mcm2 kita fikir.. so you have to be strong girls ;p

natrah said...

Shieda,
sorry to hear bout your mum..where she was admitted ya?hopefully kat hosp yg ada specialist..better care.

My doa for your mum's health..as for you, akak tau how do you feel..tambah2 you are thousands miles away..apa pun sabar byk2, doa byk2 dan tawakkal pd Nya..InsyaAllah ur mum will recover.How old is she actually?

cepotet said...

moga ur mom cepat sembuh. amin.

sedih baca post ni. u pun jaga diri kat sana tau. :)